How I Met My Wife

[JBourne59]

1st Post
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Mwandishi: KigaKoyo

This is a story of how i met my wife and not merely how i hit the mom and dota. Natanguliza radhi maana udambwi unaweza chelewa kiasi ila you will not be disappointed ukianza.

Baada ya chuo watu wanakuaga na zile resolutions za maisha, how they want to play their game in life. Kwangu mimi nilianza pia kuwaza kujitegemea zaidi, maana i felt like maisha yangu yote yameamuliwa na mama yangu. She chose shule ya kusoma, nini nisome, chuo gani, course gani, nikae wapi, ninunue nini etc, so hata zile papuchi nlizokua nakula chuo niliona ilikua ni kwa sababu ya support ya my mom. Maana she made me live like a king. I wanted change.

So i returned home and started working in a family company, ila ilikua ni kampuni ambayo utaalamu wangu haukutumika sana and kibaya zaidi my twin sister ndo alikua boss wangu. Nikihitaji hela, inabidi nimpigie magoti sis. Nikamwambia mom, i can't do this, nataka niajiriwe mahala pengine.

Baada ya siku tatu mom ananiambia nenda Dodoma ofisi fulani kuna kazi uliyosomea. Nikawa very excited. Kufika Dom bana, naingia that office nikaelekezwa ofisi ya raslimali watu. Kufika reception ya ofisi nikamuona dada mmoja wa makamo, kavaa sketi wanaziita penseli, ingawa ni ndefu ila inachora umbile lake lilivyo, juu amevaa blouse ya light blue. Nikamsalimia shikamoo, akajibu then nikamuomba kuonana na boss wake ananiambia kaa hapo usubiri, mnyamwezi nikakaa yule dada kaingia ofisi ya ndani. Baada ya nusu saa akaingia binti mwingine mfupi amebeba tray lenye thermos, mayai na slices za mkate. Kaniuliza vipi? Namsubiri boss. Mbona yupo ndani? Ndo nikagundua nilibugi stepu.

Nikazama ndani, samahani nyingi na nini. Shida yako? Nikaulizwa, nikajibu. Vyeti na barua ya maombi ya kazi? Dah hata sikua navyo. Boss kaanza kuwaka pale, nyie mnaotegemea vimemo kwangu hampiti, kalete vyeti uviache kwa secretary, kesho interview, na usidhani uko alone uliyeletwa kwa vimemo. Dah mtihani.

Nikasema ngoja nirudi zangu tu home hapa hakuna kazi. Nikiwa naenda stendi nikakumbuka resolutions zangu za kufight alone. Nikasema hata kama sio pale ila ntatafuta chochote chakufanya hapa Dom. Cha kwanza nikaamua nikaprint vyeti vyangu from my laptop (hiyo kumbuka ni mwaka 2008), then nikavipeleka ofisini. Then what next, nikachukua room moja ya hotel nzuri pale Dom, nia ni kuwa nitafute manzi mzuri ambaye ntapitisha nae siku. Kuna msimamo mmoja ambao mpaka leo ninao, sichukuagi dem tu ilimradi dem, lazima akidhi vigezo vya ubora niliojiwekea, ambao sio wa kitoto ndugu msomaji. So siku hiyo nimezunguka jioni viwanja kadhaa hasa maeneo ya chuo cha mipango ila sikufanikiwa.

Kesho yake kwenye interview kidogo nijikojolee, maana yule HR ambaye baadae nolimfaham jina anaitwa Boss Rona alikua kama amenikamia mimi, ananiangalia kwa hasira ananiuliza maswali ya ajabu ajabu basi tu nikaona huyu hanipendi. Majibu yametoka tumepita mimi na dada mmoja anaitwa Lyamuya (jina la ukoo ndo mara nyingi tulikua tunalitumia) what a surprise!!!!!!. Badae Boss Rona akatuita kutupa orientation pale, tukatambulishwa kwa regional manager na wafanyakazi wengine, then akaniita pembeni akaniambia"inawezekana uliletwa Dodoma kwa kimemo, ila kwenye interview umepita kwa uwezo wako, i expect you to help the department utakayokuwepo" nikashukuru Mungu.

Hii ofisi ilikua ni ya Uma, ni shirika la serikali so mishahara inachelewa kweli kuanza kuflow kwa waajiriwa wapya. Kwakuwa niliazimia kujitegemea hela aliyonipa Mom nilitafuta gheto nikalipa, na hata mwezi haukuisha ikakata. Mm ni mtu ninayejipenda, always ntavaa vizuri na ntahakikisha nanukia vizuri, so nikajua nikiomba wafanyakazi wenzangu mkopo watajua nawatania kwa jinsi nilivyo. Boss Rona, ndo sikutaka kabisa kumfuata maana najua hanipendi. Nikamfuata boss mkuu, kaniambia nenda kwa HR duh.

Nikagonga kwa heshima pale ofisi kwake, miguu nimeibana, mikono nimeishika pamoja kwa mbele kama nanawa. Yaani naingia ofisini ni kuanzia magotini kwenda chini tu ndo kunatembea. Bt one thing i know for sure nlikua nimependeza, kuna hivi vi Sweater vilikua fashion kipindi kile vina vimraba vyeupe na vyeusi kwa mbele, nime roll up the sleeves, a Rolex watch, silver necklace, kodrai nyeusi na raba nyeupe, na Mungu kanipa Sura na kimo. Sema mbele ta HR nlikua nakua kama mtoto. Baada ya salam, nikamweleza shida yangu, nimeishiwa boss, kaniangaliaaaaa, then nikaanza kuona anaingiwa na huruma machoni, nikahisi huyu atakua na mtoto so anapata ile huruma ya mzazi. Akaniuliza, is everything ok at home? Nikamwambia yeah, bt wanajua nina kazi now so nataka wapumzike. Kaniangalia tena kama dkk nzima, then nikasikia anamuita secretary, muite mhasibu. Basi akanisaidia kupata advance salary na kitu kinaitwa subsistence allowance.

After that nikajibana matumizi sana, nakumbuka ratiba yangu ilikua nikitoka job, uwanjani kucheza basketball, nikirudi napika, naoga, najisomea mambo mbalimbali then nalala. Weekend nacheza na watoto wa majirani pale, mchana naenda kushinda garage flani hivi ya mshikaji tunacheza nae kikapu jioni tizi au kwenye kijiwe cha saluni ya mshikaji then kupika kulala. The lifestyle made me popular, bt no dem. Pale nilipopanga kuna manzi ambaye hajafika vigezo vyangu alionesha wazi ananitaka bt sikutaka mazoea. Ila kuna mshikaji akanitonya demu wa hivyo hachelewi kukutangazia ww shoga au hudindi, dah. So tunafanyaje? Dawa ni mbili, kumla yeye ili kuzuia rumor kabla haijaanza, au tafuta manzi umle na majirani washuhudie, duh.

Option ya kwanza was out of discussion. Ya pili was more appealing, sema itanibidi nishushe kidogo viwango. Huyu mshikaji aliyekua ananipa hizi option kwao wanaduka na ndo nlipokua naenda kupiga nae stori, sasa mdodo wa kike ni kisu balaa, sema mfupi halafu ndo kamemaliza form four so bado kadenti ila nikasema mbinu ya bro itabidi itumike kwa hakahaka.

Sikuchelewa hata, next day jioni nikaibuka kwao na msela, nikamkuta kavaa kisinglendi chake, bahati nzuri mdogo wake nae alikuepo dukani, basi jamaa katoka tukawa tumekaa kwa nje, baada ya muda nikasubiri muda hakuna mteja nikamwambia mshkaji ngoja ninunue soda tunywe, nikasimama, jamaa katupa mgongo, nikajidai kuagiza pale huku nimechukua peni nikaandika juu ya gazeti lililokua pale kwenye counter ya duka, nlijua nina a window of only few seconds so sikuandika maneno marefu, "kesho saa tisa uje uchukue zawadi yako kwangu" nikahakikisha ameona, nikachukua soda nikakaa.

Kesho ilikua ni public holiday nakumbuka, so nikakaa kusubiri. Tena sikukaa ndani, nje ili hata majirani wakiwa ndani mwao akifika nifanye juu chini walau mmoja wa majirani ashuhudie mgodi ukizama. Bahati ilikua upande wangu, muda manzi anakuja yule mdada anayenitakaga alikua yupo nje, so wala sikuchelewa. Ingia ndani, nikafunga mlango, kugeuka namuona bado kasimama, nukamfata kwa nyuma kumhug, kakajichomoa eti zawadi yangu ilo wapi? Yaani hawa watoto wa shule ndo maana sipendagi, visumbufu balaa. Nikakaambia nilichelewa kununua ntakununulia tukitoka, eti kakataka kuondoka, kama zawadi hamna basi ntakuja ikiwa tayari.

Nikaona fedheha inaninyemelea maana yule dada akiona manzi katoka baada ya dkk tano si ndo mtaa mzima utaambiwa mm sio rizki. Nikakaambia nlikua nakutania, ile perfume nilikununulia, bahati nzuri haikua imetumika sana ni kama imejaa,. Kakafurahi, nikaanza tena mautundu. Kana nistopisha, eti kanauliza, nikikutwa na mwanamke wako? Kidogo nikazabe makofi, nikasema hawa watoto wanahitaji nguvu sometimes. Alikua amevaa suruali flani ya jeans. Yaani ndugu wasomaji, ilinichukua almost one hour kumtoa hiyo suruali, ila sikujuta. Ngozi ya yule binti ilikua very soft, yaani unajua ule usoft mbaka unahisi unaeza muumiza ukimpapasa. Ingawa alikua amelala kifudifudi, pichu nyeusi, kitop cheupe ila mkono wangu haukubanduka kwenye nyama laini za tako lake. Waungwana nlikua na ugwadu wa miezi kadhaa, nilivyoona katulia macho kayafumba, mzee nikapenya. Nimeshughurika nako mpaka mida ya saa 12 hivi kakaondoka, perfume hata hakakukumbuka tena.

Kwa kuwa kalikua jirani sikutaka tena. Kalishaserve the purpose. Nikawa naenda kwa msela maramojamoja nikikakuta kananipa shikamoo yangu, naipokea then napiga stori na mchizi.

Stori nikaanza kuzisikia saluni, eti nasikia unang'oa mdogo wake flani, mi nakanusha. Nikaona hapa mtaani nishachoma nyumba natakiwa kuhama (ushauri kwa mabaharia, usiharibu too close to home). Nikaanza kumuomba Boss Rona anipe makazi kwenye nyumba za shirika. Nilijua kule kila nyumba iko independent so ntakua free. Boss ananikazia tu, ooh, nyumba hakuna ingawa taarifa za kiinteligensia zinasema zipo, oooh subiri kuna walio leta maombi kabla yako, ingawa najua hakukua na mtu anayetaka makazi kule kwa wakati huo. Basi tu nikajua boss anaendeleza roho mbaya yake kwangu.

Boss Rona alikua ni wale wamama wanaojitunza, umri wake ni 37 ila ni kama ana 27, she was not very beautiful bu she was sexy, and she knew it, maana alijua namna ya kuvaa nguo zinazoonesha assets zake, miguu and hips. Alikua pia anavaa miwani kitu kilichofanya aonekane even more sexier kwangu, bt tuliishia kumsifia tu tukiwa na colleagues hakuna ambaye alishathubutu kumnyemelea. Then one day akaniita ofisini, nimefika sioni cha maana anachoniambia, mwishoni akasema nimekupatia house,............ weweeeeeee weraaaaaaa, nilishangilia nikamfuata bila hata kukusudia nikamhug, ooh thanks boss, God bless you nyingi na nini. Badae kasema, why so desparate kuhama ulipo? Basi sipapendi tu, uswahili mwingi, boss akasuggest tukapatembelee makazi mapya nipaone.

Baada ya kazi kanichukua in her Suzuki hao mpaka quarters. I liked the position, ipo mwanzoni kabisa, mgeni anafika kwangu hakuna anayemuona. Basi kanipa keys tukazama, ananionesha pale utaweka kitanda, hapa uweke meza, sasa zile movement zake zikanifanya niwe namchora vizuri. Najua alinotice macho ya kifisi yanamtamani ila hakusema kitu. Baada ya muda kanirudisha hadi mtaani, nikamwambia karibu ndani. Hakupinga wala nini, anajidai kuvua viatu nikamkataza, yeye anasema hajazoea kuingia ndani na viatu akawa katoa kimoja nikafanikiwa kumzuia asivue cha pili, sasa ile kuzuiana tukajikuta tunagusana gusana, nikamsogeza akakaa kitandani, then nikachukua kiatu kingine nikaanza kumvalisha.

Leo alikua kavaa kigauni ambacho kiunoni kinafungwa belt, nilivyokua pale chini namvalisha akawa kanyoosha mguu ili nikiweke vizuri kiatu, sikuishia kuvalisha kiatu mazee, nikaunyanyua zaidi kidogo mguu wa boss Rona nikawa kama naumassage, mikono ilivyofika kwenye goti nikaizungusha nyuma ya goti nikaweka lips juu ya goti. Mikono ikawa inamove kwenda ndani zaidi, ikilisogeza gauni pia na kutoa nafasi kwa ulimi wangu utembea na paja kwa juu. Nikaona mwenyewe kalala kitandani, nikaendelea na zoezi langu mguu wa pili, then nikaikamata pichu nikaivuta magotini,(hua ikifikishwa hapa inashuka yenyewe kama inajua vile, chupi bana), Rona gauni lipo kiunoni, chupi hana, nikama mwili unanialika, nikatoa shati, nikafuata mate. Wow. Mpaka leo hua nikisikia wimbo wa Rihanna "whats my name" hasa ile intro ya drake, "i had you girl with them soft lips" namkumbuka Rona.

Those lips were sooooo soft and sweet, kidogo nisahau kuna kitumbua kipo wazi huku chini. Yeye ndo alinikumbusha, maana alianza kufungua mkanda na zipu ili amtoe babu. Alivyofanikiwa akaniweka sawa kati kati yake akaishika mashine mwenyewe kataka kuipenyeza, nikajichomoa, nikapiga magoti nikamgeuza. Kuna watu wamekariri goli la kwanza lazima liwe kifo cha mende. Kwa kweli siku hiyo sikutaka scenario yoyote iingilie kati tamanio langu kuu la kuona tako la boss likitingishika wakati napiga machine. Hata Rona mwenyewe alikua kama surprized hivi, nikamtenga vizuri, kumbuka mimi bado jeans yangu sijatoa na Rona pia gauni bado lipo usawa wa kiuno, chupi imekwama kwenye kiatu cha mguu mmojawapo (yes mpaka sasa hajavua viatu), kifua chini (sio mikono au viwiko) kiuno juu, ...... yah yah yah yah yah yah (in the voice of yule mzungu alicheza picha ya gods must be crazy). I enjoyed. Chapa sana vibao vya matako huku speed ikiwa speed constant. Gauni lile likitaka kushuka zaidi kifuani nalipandisha inakua kama kata K, or sometimes naliruhusu liyafunike the inakua kama ni kinguonguo, yah yah, yah, yah. Huyu sasa sikua na haja ya kusubiri majirani wamuone, they heard her.

That was a start of a relationship that took many years a daughter to break. Hiyo siku isingekua anawatoto home, angelala. Yes, Rona ana watoto watatu, mmoja wa ujanani (alimpata akiwa 18y.o) anaitwa Nora yuko Ifakara girls, wapili ana kama 8 yrs na wa mwisho ana 4 yrs. The husband yuko dar kikazi pia, wanaonanaga kwa mwezi mara moja.

Over the months, Boss Rona alitokea kunipenda sana, yaani hadi ofisini kwenye vikao akawa akitaka kuwakaripia watu, najikuta nakua upande wa anayekaripiwa basi boss anatulia anaishia kusema next time uwe makini Juma. She tried to remain professional, ila i know she was obsessed with me. She wanted me all the time anywhere, nakumbuka oneday yupo kwenye kikao chao cha management, akanitumia msg, i want you now. Mvua kubwa ilikua inanyesha that day, so nje hakukua na movement za watu, nikapitia kwa secretary wake nikamwambia boss amesema unipe funguo za gari yake, then nikachukua mwamvuli hadi kwenye Suzuki,. Parkimg ilikua nyuma ya majengo ya ofisi zetu. Nlivyofika nikamtumia msg, nipo kwenye gari yako njoo now. Akajibu i cant, we are about to discuss important issues kutoka HQ,. Nikamwambia sijali, i want her now. Nikazima simu.

Nikaona kwa mbali mtu anakuja, nikateremsha kabisa suruali, akaingia kanikuta siti ya nyuma nishamsimamishia mashine, hakuchelewa, akaipanda. Mm nacheza na mapaja, na makalio, yeye ananiymnyonya lips huku anakatikia rungu. Huko nje maji ya mvua yanatiririka kwenye vioo. She screamed when she came and stopped, but hakuchomoa. Akawa ananiangalia tu, ananiambia thanks babe. For what? Kaniambia kwa kutimiza fantasies zangu. Zipi? Kajibu kutiwa kwenye mvua kama hivi, kutiwa huku nasubiriwa nimetoroka kwenye kikao. Nikacheka. Kuna fantasy nyingine imebaki,. Akacheka pia. Akajichomoa kajifuta fasta anataka kutoka. Nikamsgika mkono, nambie your other fantasy, ... oh, babe, nasubiriwa nimewaambia ninaongea na simu emergency. Nikamuacha bt alivyofungua mlango akatoka, akarudisha kichwa kwene gari akanikiss then akasema, my other fantasy ni kutiwa gerage na fundi magari. Then kasepa. She is crazy, or is she?

Ratiba yetu ikawa ni kila weekdays, tukirudi home, anapitia kwanza kwangu. Uzuri na yy aliishi kule kule quarters za shirika na nyumba yake nikiwa sebuleni kwangu naiona kwa nyuma. So weekends akiamuaga akiwa kwake ananipigia nakuja sebuleni then anatoka nyuma ya nyumba yake anajifunua nione chupi aliyovaa, au anacheza kwa kukata mauno (and she knew how) so ilikua burudani tosha.

Jumamosi moja jioni nikanyatia hadi kwake, nakumbuka mumewe alikuepo, nikaenda hadi anapopaki gari yake nikavunya taa ya indicator. Asubuhi nikawa nafanya zangu jogging nikajidai kugonga kwao,. Akatoka dogo, mwambie mama taa ya gari yake imevunjika, ila awe makini na mafundi feki, kama yuko tayari nimuelekeze fundi mwaminifu. Nikasepa. Later ananipigia nipeleke kwa huyo fundi. Nikamuelekeza tu mtaa, uzuri akapafahamu.

Boss Rona alifika garage ya yule mshikaji wangu tunayepiga nae kikapu. Mm nishampanga mshkaji. Maana jpili hawafungui na ni garage ambayo mbele ina bonge wa geti. Boss anashangaa mm namfungulia geti aingize gari. Nimevaa overroll ya blue ya yule fundi, imechafuka kwa oil chafu, nimejipaka kidogo pia usoni ni kwenye mkifua wangu uliokubali mazoezi. Nikafunga geti, akashuka anauliza, whats this, leo alivaa shati refu la vifungo, sketi ya mpasuo kwa nyuma. Nikaachana nae, nikaenda kwenye gari, nikafungua box la taa, nikachukua taa mpya ambayo nishainunua nikaanza kuifunga. Ananitazama tu. Nilipomaliza nikamwambia, ready to go boss, kuwa makini sana na hizi taa they are expensive. Akauliza, how much pamoja na ufundi? For a sexy woman like you its free.. eti, "jamani fundi, sema sh ngapi", nikamwambia, unless unataka kunilipa kivingine, ila hela yako sichukui. Kivingine kama? Nikafungua yale mavifungo ya overroll, nikamtoa babu. Like an obedient soldier, akapiga goti chini, kashika mashine kaiweka mdomoni. Hapo mkononi bado na spana, namgusa nayo kwenye matiti,. Alicheza na mic hadi nkawatoa wareno. She was the first woman to swallow my sperms. Akasimama kaniegemeza ukutani, kaanza kunipa denda huku kanishika mashavu.

Nikaona hii mechi ntapoteza uwanja wa nyumbani. Sikumfungua vishikizo ndugu msomaji, nilivichana, then nikamsogeza nkwenyegari yake nikamshikisha bonet. Sketi nayo nikaona inanichelewesha, nikatafuta ule mpasuo nikashika hukunahuku nikairarua mbaka kiunoni, chupi hii apa (mimi na chupi za kike ni mabest kinoma, hazijawahi niletea kauzibe) nikaivuta tu ikawa kama nimeivika kwenye tako la kulia, mzee nikamgusisha madini mwenyewe kasimama. Niliamua hii iwe mechi ya fujo, piga kama naua nyoka. Akaona sasa anaenda kupoteza, akajichomoq then kanisukuma chini, nikawa kama nimekaa, mgongo nimergemea ukuta then kaja kwa juu (kama nilivyosema awali pichu za kike zinanitii, wala haikutoka ilipo), boss kajipimia, hapo overroll nimevaa mguu mmoja tu, sikumbuki hata muda gani nilivua mguu mmoja. She did me good, huku ananiambia maneno yake pale ya kimahaba mwana nikamaliza. Akaniweka kichwa kwenye manyonyo yake, huku chini naona mashine inasimama ikiwa bado ndani, nikamlaza chini sasa kifo cha mende, sikutaka fujo hapa, slowly. But sio juu chini juu chini, hapana, hii movement ilikua chini, mbele, juu, nyuma, chini, kulia, juu, kushoto, juu, mbele....... slowly. Walah, boss Rona machozi yalimtoka. Tulitiana pale over 3hrs. Baadae ndo tunakuja kugundua Rona hana nguo ya kurudi nayo home maana nilichana sketi, nimechana shati. Uzuri alikua na mtandio, huku juu nikampa tshirt yangu safi akavaa. Shida alikua amechafuka oil everywhere, na mbaya zaidi magoti yake yamechubuka yanatoa dam kiasi. Nikasema huyu leo ndoa yakesidhani kama itapona.

Mazee nimechoka kuandika. Nitaiendeleza walau kidogo kesho jioni. Walau mabaharia ma mabebez msome a story of how i met my wife....

Itaendelea...

James Jason

 

[JBourne59]

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Tuliumiza kichwa sana namna gani Boss Rona anarudi kwake bila kuzua varangati. Maana hata ungekua ww ndugu msomaji, mkea anarudi sketi imechanwa, shati limechanwa na kachafuka oil ingekua ngumu kumuelewa. So idea mojawapo ilikua tupite town tununue nguo then apitie kwangu aoge kisha abadilishe. Ila wanawake bana wako very smart hasa inapokuja kwenye suala la survival. Akachukua simu yake akampigia mumewe, “babe gari imeharibika njiani, naomba uje unichukue" kamtajia barabara mojawapo pale mjini, then kazjma simu akaniambia problem solved twen'zetu. Na hata Tshirt yangu kanirudishia hahahah. Amefika kwake jamaa hayupo kaenda kumchukua mkewe. Sasa sijui alivorudi mzee baba aliambiwaje.

Basi mazoea na Boss yalizidi sana. Siku moja yupo kwangu baada ya mechi, tumejipumzisha kitandani akkaniambia, “Ujue Kiga sijawahi penda in my life. Yaani pamoja na kuwa nimeolewa na nina watoto ila sijabahatika kufall in love, wewe ndo mwanaume wa kwanza kukupenda and I love you so much" nikamwambia how comes hajawahi penda,? Vipi kuhusu mwanaume wako wa kwanza? Boss Rona alikua amelala kiupandeupande tukiwa uchi, kichwa ameegemeza kwenye kiganja cha mkono mmoja, huku mkono mwingine ukiwa unatalii kifuani kwangu, nilivyomuuliza kuhusu baba mtoto wake wa kwanza, akalala chali akaangalia darini kisha akafunguka.

“Nilivyokua form three mwishoni mwezi November, majira ya jioni mzee alinituma duka la jirani nikamchukulie pakti ya sigara. Nakumbuka ilikua kama saa 12.30 hivi kigiza kilikua kimeanza kuingia. Bbaada ya kununua pakti ya Sportsman, pale dukani kulikua na mkaka amesimama kwa pembeni, wakati natoka yule kaka akanisemesha kwa kiingereza, akaniomba samahani na kuniomba nimsaidie kumtafsiria kitu kwa muuzaduka maana walikua hawaelewani lugha.

Kumuangalia vizuri nikaona kweli ni mgeni, yaani anawajihi kama wa kisomali hivi. Basi kwq kuwa ngeli kwangu haikua shida nikamsaidia akapata anachotaka. Then akannambia kwa kuwa amenichelewesha anaomba anisindikize hadi home maana giza lishaanza kuingia. Nikqmwambia asijali home sio mbali. Akasisitiza sana nikaona sio kesi. Katika kunisindikiza ndo nikafahamu anaitwa Mekonnen na ni raia wa Ethiopia. Amekuja Tz kwa short course ya miezi miwili inafanyika chuo kikuu pale mlimani. Tulivyofika karibu na home nikamwambia nimefika asante, Mekonnen akaomba kama sitojali anione kesho yake pia ili tufahamiane vizuri, “who knows you might find urself in Addis someday" nikacheka. Akasuggest saa nane kamili atakua ananisubiri kituo cha basi pale Urafiki. Then akasepa, yaani hakunipa hata nafasi ya kukubali au kukataa.

Kesho yake was Saturday, so out of curiosity, nikaaga naenda kwq rafiki yangu Tina then huyo nikasepa zangu kumuona Mekonnen. Nilichelewa kama dkk 40 hivi ila nilimkuta mkaka wa watu amenisubiri. Kwa kuwa ilikua mchana ndo nilimuona vizuri, he was handsome, ila sio kama ww mpenzi (akajihami mapema) and had very good eyes. Basi alivyoniona alifurahi sana. Then akachukua taxi, “nipeleke chuo hall six" nikamwambia kumbe kiswahili unakijua? Akajitetea kuwa amekariri some phrases za muhimu.

Kufika hall 6, kuna block moja wanakaaga foreigners, tukapanda ngazi mpqka room kwake. Nikakaa kwenye kiti, then akatoa juice aliyoihifadhi kwenye jagi akanipatia. Tukaanza stori za Ethiopia na historia yao hasa ya mfalme wao wa karne ya 19 Tewodros wa pili iliyonivutia sana. Badae akabadili mada kuanza kunisifia pale nilivyoumbika, mara ghafla akanifata kaanza kunishika matiti. I was surprised nikajikuta sijui nifanyaje nikabaki nimetulia. Akili ilivyokuja kukaa sawa keshafungua vifungo vya shati ananyonya chuchu. Nikawa kama nahisi raha, nikasema potelea mbali ngoja nippate cha kuwasimulia akina Tina shuleni j3.

Kukatisha stori, Mekonnen akawa amenila kimasihara siku hiyo. Akanipa hela akasema hii utumie kama nauli ya kuchukua taxi kesho uje tena. Mi kimoyomoyo nasema hapa sirudi. Nafika home nimechelewa nakuta maza kukasirika mbaya. Wamama wanakuaga na machale sana hasa siku mabinti zao wanapochezea mshipi kwa mara ya kwanza. Akajikuta ananigombeza kama nusu saa. Basi nikaomba msamaha yakaisha. Bahati nzuri mzee hakuepo maana yule Mkurya akiamua kupiga hajali ww ni wa kike au kiume, kama anapiga mwizi.

Basi siku zikapita, baada kama ya wiki mbili hivi, siku moja namsaidia mama kuandaa pilau home, nikawa namenya vile vitunguu saumu, tunapiga stori fresh tu na maza, mara nashangaa mama ameniangalia kwa makini hasa eneo la juu ya kifua shingo inapoanzia. Mwanzoni nikahisi nimeexpose utajiri wangu, kujicheki niko sawa. Sikutegemea swali aliloniuliza, kwa upole kabisa akasema “Rona mwanangu, siku ulipochelewa kurudi ulikutana na mwanaume? Dah, ntajibu nn sasa. Nikajikuta vitunguu simenyi, kujibu sijibu ninetizama tu chini. Maza akanisisitizia tena “tell me the truth" nikajikuta naitikia kwa kichwa, then nikafuliliza na maneno kama buku ya kuomba msamaha na kupromise sitakaa nirudie. Nikaona mama machozi yanamlengalenga then akasema “its too late now, YOU ARE PREGNANT". Then akaniacha hapo kaenda room kwake. Nikakaa hapo kama dkk 10, najiambia its not true, its not true, its not true…

Kesho yake tumeishi kama paka na panya, nilivyomsalimia kwannza hata hakuitikia, nikajifungia zangu room siku nzima hata sikula that day. Siku iliyofuata nakumbuka maza alikua anasafiri kwenda Moro kikazi, nikapata ahueni. Ila bado nikawa sina raha. Siku hazigandi, wiki iliyofuata maza karudi, cha kwanza kanipeleka hospital, majibu ya vipimo kutoka kweli nina mimba. Almanusura nizirai, I swear I just wanted to die. What will I do. How will I survive? Mama ananiuliza eti ninampango gani? Who is the father? Ikabidi nifunguke A to Z.

Naona maza aliona hii ngoma sasa nzito, ikabidi amshirikishe mzee baba, mjeda mwenyewe, mzee Ghatti. Nakumbuka ilikua jioni kama saa 12 hivi siku ya ijumaa, nasikia mzee ananiita kwa sebule, Ronaaaa!. Roho ikapasuka pah!. Nikawakuta wamekaa wote baba na mama. Nilipoketi mama akaniambia, haya mueleza baba yako umalaya wako…. Nikapiga goti nikatembea kwa magoti mpaka kwa baba, nikamuomba msamaha kwa dhati kabisa. Baba hakusema neno, akawa ananiangalia, mm nikawa natarajia nianze kupigwa mangumi. Mara nasikia sauti ya baba kama analia, kuinua macho, dah… my dad alikua kaweka uso kwenye viganja vya mikono, machozi tu yanamtiririka… Since hili sekeseke limeanza sikuwahi kulia, but seeing my father cry like that, melted my heart and I cried too.

I cried a lot. Nikajutia kugawa uroda kizembe. Ndo maana huwa nawaambia wazazi, kumpiga mtoto anapokosea unamtengenezea tu ile hofu kwako. Yyaani akiwa na uhakika jambo ambalo umemkataza kuwa anaweza kulifanya na ww usijue basi atalifanya. Ila mtoto akiona jambo alilofanya limekuumiza mzazi wake, yaani aone ile pain aliyosababisha, hakika itafanya achukie kitendo alichokifanya.

Mzee kaniacha pale nalia, mama kaenda kumpoza mumewe. Baadae nikarudi room nikajilaza. Sijui hata usingizi ulikuja saa ngapi. Nakuja kushtushwa na mlango ukigongwa asubuhi. Mama kaingia. Wote macho yametuvimba. Animalia nikae then kaniambia baba yako amesema hataki kukuona hapa, ushakua mtu mzima kaishi na huyo mmeo, hataki hata mahari yako.

That was the last time nimeishi home kwetu. Kinachoniuma hadi leo ni kuwa the last noment kumuona baba yangu ni ile akiwa analia. It pains me bado. Nilivyofukuzwa home, pa kukimbilia nikaona ni kwa shangazi, mitaa ya Ukonga. Nakumbuka ilikua kama saa saba hivi mchana. Nilivyo msimulia naye kasema baba yako atahisi mm niko upande wako, ww rudi home then ntakuja niongee nae. Mmh. Nikaona hapa balaa. Nimezurura tu mtaani hadi saa 12 jioni ndo wazo la kwenda hall 6 likanijia, labda tukae na Mekonnen tuone tunasolve vipi. Kufika kule saa mbili kasoro, gonga mlango anatoka mdada.. “nikusaidie nini", Mekonnen nimemkuta? Yule dada kaniangaliaaaaa, then akajitambulisha kuwa eti yeye ndo mke wa Mekonnen , nikaishiwa nguvu.. nikatembea usiku ule mpaka ubungo, nikapata wazo la kwenda kwa baba mdogo Magomeni. Kufika na kibegi changu, uzuri alinipokea nikasema hapa siwasimulii mpaka kesho nisije timuliwa usiku huu.

Kesho yake nikawahadithia mkasa mzima. Mzee akasema basi kaa hapa nikiwa naendelea kutafuta suluhu na baba yako. Nikasemma hewala, Mungu hamtupi mja wake, hasa mja mzito hahahaha. Kumbe ba mdogo nae bazazi tu. Yaani nikajifunza kuwa mwanaume hakusaidii kitu mpaka nayeye afaidike, hata ndugu. Siku moja usiku nimelala nasikia kitasa kinafunguliwa, nikajikausha, mara naona mtu anapanda kitandani, nikakurupuka nikasimama. Kumcheki ba mdogo kavaa kichupi tu yuko kifua wazi. Ananifuata kunihug, sasa nikashindwa cha kuamua, nitulie niliwe na ba mdogo ili niendelee kuishi pale, au nigome anitimue. Najua hata yy aliona huyu hana option, akawa ananiminya makalio, dah nikajikuta tu nimepiga ukungaa. Ukunga ukamfanya na yy apanik kaniachia, akawa anatoka room nilipokua, hamad! Wakakutana na mkewe mlangoni kwangu mke kunicheki nimejikunyanta kwenye kona ya room, kumcheki mumewe ana kichupi, nikasikia tu, baba Bhoke, unataka mbaka mwanao. Sijui walimalizaje hiyo kesi room kwao. Mm ilivyofika saa 12asbh nikakusanya kilicho changu nikasepa.

Ntaenda wapi sasa. Nakumbuka nilikaa sana kwenye kituo cha basi siku hiyo. Nikawaza kuna mwalimu wangu wa kike alikua ananipenda sana na nilikua napajua kwake mitaa ya mkwajuni. Nikatembea kwa mguu mpaka kwake, alikua amepanga nyumba moja nyuma ya msikiti pale. Kuniona na begi nahisi alijua tu ujio sio wa kawaida, maana alinifuata akanihug huku mikono yake ikitambaa kichwani kwangu, I cried a lot on her shoulders. All the time ananibembeleza kama mtoto ile, shhhh! Shhhhh! Shhhhh! Its ok now, it will be ok. I felt tired and relaxed at the same time. Akanikaribisha home, hakuniuliza hata chochote, kaniambia nikaoge, nlivyomaliza nikala, then kwa kuwa nyumba ilikua chumba kimoja tu na sebule akaniwekea mazingira pale sebuleni kaniambia pumzika. Huezi amini niliamka saa mbili usiku.

Kuamka nikakuta ashapika cha jioni, then nikasikia anaita, “mpenzi, mgeni ameamka njoo umsalimie" akatoka chumbani mkaka mmoja hivi, kwa umri alionekana kama mdogo kidogo kwa madam Nora. Nikamsalimia pale, akakaa. Kichwani nawaza tu yale ya ba mdogo yatajirudia hapa. Nikajisemea itakua sina jinsi, itabidi tu nigawe uchi maana inaonekana ndo passport yangu ya kupata usalama na malazi. Basi yule shemeji ambaye madam Nora alimtambulisha anaitwa KM, akaniomba niwasilimulie yaliyonikuta. Nikawapa mkanda mzima sikuficha kitu (ingawa issue ya ba mdogo niliipindisha kidogo kumlindia heshima).

Wakanipa moyo pale na madam Nora akawa analalamika namna watoto wa kike tunavyonyanyasika. Akasema hapo mdogo wangu jamii inakuhukumu kwa kupata mimba, watu wanasahau kuwa mimba ni matokeo tu, kosa lako lilikua moja tu la kufanya mapenzi ktk umri huo, na hilo ni kosa ambalo hata kama baba yako angelisikia angekuadhibu akakusamehe. Ingekua kila anayefanya mapenzi anapata mimba basi asilimia 80 ya wanawake wote unaowaona wangekua walifukuzwa na wazazi wao. Na sio hilo tu, binti anayechukua uamuzi wa kutoitoa mimba yake huyo ni wakutiwa moyo maana wengi huishia kufanya kosa la kutoa mimba kwa kuogopa haya unayopitia sasa.

Kimsingi madam alinipa faraja sana. Nimekaa pale siku tatu hivi, madam akanambia sasa inabidi tutafute suluhu na mzee. Kweli mmadam kaenda mpaka home, alivyorudi akaniambia mzee kamtimua tena kwa bastola, nikajikuta namuonea huruma. Kesho yake akaniambia ameshauriana na mpenzi wake wameona ni hatari kukaa na mtoto wa watu, lolote laeza tokea, nikaona sasa hapa natimuliwa tena dah! Wakashauri tukapige ripoti polisi Magomeni, kufika polisi wakasema twende ustawi wa jamii maana mm bado ni minor.

Yule shemeji KM alikua anafahamika sana (Baadae nilikuja kujua ni mcheza mpira wa timu moja maarufu hapa mjini, na hilo jina KM ni ufupisho wa neno Kiungo Mtaratibu, jina alilopewa na watangazaji wa RTD) kwa hiyo akawaomba polisi waweke kwenye record kuwa Rona Ghatti anaishi kwa madam Nora. Ikawa kama taarifa ya kuokotwa mtoto aliyepotea hahahaa. Baadae kweli tukaenda ustawi nako protocal kibao, tukaambiwa tuanzie kwa mjumbe. Ila basi lengo la familia hii iliyonipokea likatimia. Serikali inatambua niko pale .

Bbaada ya wiki shule zikawa zinafunguliwa, tumbo halijawa kubwa madam kanambia ww twende. Wakati huo shemeji KM akawa anafuatilia kuhusu Mekonnen, walau ampe taarifa anakiumbe chake. Kupitia kwa professsor mmoja pale chuoni ambaye alikua ni mdau mkubwa sana wa timu anayochezea akafanikiwa kujua kuwa ni kweli kuna waethiopia walikua UD kwa short course ppale idara ya mimea na ni kweli kuna mmoja anaitwa Mekonnen, basi tukawa tumepata adress ya taasisi wanayotoka kule kwao. Nikapata walau faraja kuwa mwanangu attamjua baba yake. Tukaandika barua kwenda Ethiopia.

Form four hiyo ilivyofika mwezi March tumbo likawa linaonekana kwa mbali maana miezi minne, ila uzuri halikua kubwa sana. Madam alikua ananisaidia sana kukwepa vile vipimo vyao vya mimba shule. Ila baada ya midterm break , madam kashauri nisiende shule. KM akanitafutia vyeti vya kufoji kuwa naumwa figo so niko hospitalized lengo nikae home then nikafanye tu mtihani.

Ikawa hivyo. Madam alinijali sana, alihakikisha nakula vizuri, aliniletea vitabu vya kujisomea ili nijiweke tayari. Shem KM yy hakua vizuri sana kimasomo ila alikua ananipa kampani sana, mara nyingi madam alikua anatoka mapema, anatuacha mm na KM basi tutacheza karata, atanipigia gitaa, siku nyingine atanipeleka kwenye mazoezi yao alihakikisha nakua happy. Alikua mtu poa sana KM mpaka nikaacha kumhisi vibaya, akawa zaidi ya ndugu.

Miezi tisa ikakatika, wazazi wangu hata hawajui naishi vipi. Barua kwenda kwa Mekonnen Ethiopia haikuwahi jibiwa. Niliandika nyingine kadhaa nazo hazikua na majibu. Mungu akaamua kunifuta machozi Nikabahatika kumpata the prettiest baby I’ve ever seen. Madam na KM ndo ndugu walionishughurikia mpaka natoka hosp,. Wamevumilia vilio vya mtoto usiku, wamenisaidia sometimes kumbembeleza usiku wa manane, na sio madam tu hadi KM.

Nimekaa wiki nzima mtoto sijampa jina, wananiuliza nasema sijui hata, badi wananitajua majina pale mara Gift, mara Celine, mara Rita mm natingisha tu kichwa, then one day asbh madam anaamka kwenda job ananiambia make sure unamuogesha mwanao mchana, nikamwambia mwanangu anaitwa Nora.

Madam akaniangalia kama dakika nzima, then akanifuata nlipokaa, akamchukua mtoto, akakaa naye amempakata hasemi kitu then with tears in my eyes I said, “thank you". We hugged, nikamuonna anafuta machozi pia. It was the least I could do, kumpa mwanangu jina lake ili nisije kamwe kusahau wema alionitendea.

Mitihani nilifanya, na nikafaulu vizuri tu, zaidi hata ya baadhi waliokuwa wanaenda shule kila siku. Madam alifurahi kinoma. Post za shule kutoka nimepangiwa Nganza girls. Dah! Ntaendaje nimuache mwanangu. Shemeji KM mzee wa maconnection akamfuata yule prof, tena kipindi hicho ameteuliwa kuwa waziri. Basi nikabadilishiwa shule nikabakizwa town.

Nimekaa na madam kipindi chote akinilea kama mdogo wake, mahitaji yote akinitimizia, then Mungu akawabariki wakafanikiwa kujenga nyumba yao maeneo ya Tabata mimi na mwanangu tukawa na chumba chetu sasa. Wakaajiri dada wa kuwa anatusaidia kipindi nipo shule. Kikubwa zaidj madam nae kapata ujauzito. Basi full raha na mipango mingi jinsi watoto wetu watakavyokua ndugu.

Muda wa kujifungua umefika, tumempeleka hosp, she was crying maumivu ya uchungu bt I was loughing, knowing soon am gonna hold her baby. Bahati mbaya ilibidi ajifungue kwq operation, basi tukawa tunamsubiri atoke theater. Baada ya kama 2 hrs, akatoka nurse mmoja akamuita KM pembeni hata sielewi kinachoendelea. Mara naona KM kachuchumaa anashika kichwa, namfuata ananiambia, she is dead! My wife is dead, mke na mwanangu wote wamekufa! Nilihisi kitu kama kaa la moto kwenye koromeo, miguu ikakosa nguvu. Ninekuja kushtuka nipo wodini nimelala, housegirl yupo na mwanangu pembeni, ndo nikaanza kulia sasa. My heart was broken. Ndo nikajua siku hiyo maana ya broken heart. Kuna maumivu mengi duniani bt that pain that day, was beyond any pain I have ever endured.

Bt as they say time is a healer. Msiba ukaisha, nikawa nasubiri muafaka kutoka kwa KM, oneday nikamwambia, kwa kuwa dada kaondoka itabidi nikatafute pengine pa kukaa. KM akanambia ww ni mdogo wangu pia. Hapa ni nyumbani. Tutakula tutakachojaaliwa. Tutavaa tutakachojaliwa. Mungu hatatutupa. Basi tukakaa pale mpaka nimemaliza form six. Kifo cha madam kilimaffect sana KM, hata soka kiwango kikashuka, ikabidi asajiliwe na timu moja ya jeshi. Chuo nikafanikiwa kupata nafasi ya kusoma B.A education. Mwanangu anazidi kukua, and she was a beauty, a true Ethiopian queen kama Cleopatra mwenyewe. Nywele ndefu, rangi nyeupe kama mwarabu, macho ya baba yake, watu wakajua nimezaa na mhindi.

Nikiwa chuo KM ndo annakua baba mlezi wa mtoto akisaidiana na housegirl. Mwaka wa kwanza ukakatika. Mwaka wa pili ukaisha. Mwaka wa tatu, KM akapata injury so mpira ukawa basi tena. Bahati nzuri jeshi likampa ajira akawa anatrain vijana wenye vipaji pale kwenye shule ya jeshi. Kipindi chote hicho KM sijawahi muona na mwanamke. Oneday nikamuuliza tu kiutani, shem, si uoe nipate wifi. Kasema eti anamsubiri mwanangu Nora akue ndo amuoe hahaha. Tukaishia kucheka pale.

Then one day sijui kazini kwao alifanya kitu gani wakampandisha cheo, so alifurahi balaa, ameinfmgia tu ndani “Rona, Rona, nimepanda cheo job" and he started loughing alafu akanihug, nikamhug pia. Ila nikashangaa hajibandui, mara nastukia shavu lake kwenye shavu langu, mara anaupeleka mdomo wakr shingoni kwangu. Mm nimetulia tu. Then akawa kkama ameshtuka hivi akastop. Akaniachia. Akaniomba radhi. He is such a gentleman. Najua anahamu za miaka, maybe amedevelop feelings kwangu. I just said, its ok. Hongera kwa kupanda cheo, leo will cook pilau, akatabasamu.

Nimemaliza chuo nikapangwa nikafundishe Msalato. Mm nshazoea mjini. Nikamuomba KM anifanyie mafekechee, akasema sku izi hana connection tangu atoke timu kubwa watu wanampita tu hata hawamsalimii. Baadae nikakumbuka jina la yule waziri professor, oneday nikaenda hadi ofisi yake. Katibu muhtasi wake akaniambia hana muda siku hiyo. Yaani nimeenda pale kama siku nne mfululizo hola, siku ya tano nikakutana na waziri ground floor. Nikamfata, nnikajitambulisha kwa harakaharaka wakati huo tunatembea na kuna watu wengine. Then akasimama akatoa miwani akaniangalia akasema ahaa ww ndo mdogowake KM, nikajibu ndio, sawa, njoo jumatatu saa nne.

Kweli j3 nikafanikiwa kumuona. Nikamsomesha pale anifanyie mpango nipangwe jijini hapa, basi akasema tuonane jioni Kilimanjaro hotel. Then tuone tunafanyaje. Yaleyale ya bamdogo, yani wanaume hakusaidii mpaka apate chake dah!. Mwanzo nikasema niachane nae, ila nikasema liwalo na liwe, ngoja nibaki town. Jioni nikaenda. Waziri kanipeleka room, kanivua nguo kanilaza chali. Bila hata maandalizi kamtoa jongoo kampachika. Was like a robot, machozi yananitoka, sio kwa maumivu, ila nilikumbuka mama alivyoniita malaya, dah, leo kweli nimekua malaya. Nikajiapiza, this is the las time kufanya u malaya.

Kesho yake akanitambulisha kwa mhusika wizara ya elimu, sijui mkurugenzi wa kitu gani nishasahau. Nikiwa ofisi ya huyu mkurugenzi akaingia mbaba mwingine wakasalimiana kama marafiki, nikawa natoka nje niwapishe, huyu mbaba kasema noo, just stay mm nimepita tu. Yule mkurugenzi ndo kanitambulisha huyu ni mtoto wa kaka yake waziri prof, oooh! Kumbe. Mm ni mkurugenzi ofisi ya ujenzi, mawasiliano na uchukuzi. Mwenyeji wangu akamwambia tunamtafutia shule nzuri hapa mjini akafundishe. Yule mgeni kauliza, “umesomea nini" nikajibu, kasema kwanini mrembo kama wewe ukachafuke chaki, njoo wizara yetu.

Nikawa excited, really! Kasema yeah. Basi mipango ya kupangiwa shule ikaishia pale, nikaambatana na yule mkurugenzi hadi wizara yao. Akanipa options tatu, niwe katika ofisi ya raslimali watu, ofisi ya uhasibu, au ofisi ya mawasiloano kwa umma. Nikachagua raslimali watu, basi kirahisi tu kaniambia jioni nimpelekee vyeti pale new Africa hotel. Damn! Hapa nishaliwa tena duh…. Jioni nikaenda kweli… nikaliwa kweli. Nikajiapiza tena, this is the last time nafanya umalaya.

Kweli niliansa kazi, ila nikajiongeza kwa kujiendeleza kielimu mpaka sasa nina postgraduat diploma ya Business Administration upande wa human resources. Nimekaa pale wizarani muda mrefu sana, nikipanda cheo baada ya cheo. Mpake nilipohamishiwa hapa Dodoma. Ambapo umenikuta.

Dah… imepitia mengi mpenzi, nikampa pole. Ila nikamuuliza tena, KM yuko wapi siku hizi,? akanijibu “ndo mume wangu unayemuibia kila siku", nimezaa nae two kids. Nikajikuta najisikia guilty…. Yani namfanyia ufedhuli KM, such a good guy. Bt I wanted to know more, Mlitongozanaje? Nikadadisi, “kuna siku tu niliwaza kuwa no man will marry a woman with a child, na KM alishaoneshaga dalili ya kunitaka,so usiku wake, nikatoka room kwangu hadi kwake. I has a short night dress and nlijua akiniona lazma atamani. Nikamkuta ametoka kuoga, aliponiona alijua nilichofuata. Ndo ukawa mwanzo wa mahusiano na MK.

Sijui alikumbuka nn Ronna, ila baada ya kumaliza kusimulia akaanza kububujikwa machozi. Nikawa nimemkumbatia, bila kusema kitu, akiwa bado analia mkiono wangu ukaanza kupapasa mgongo. Then nikashuka kwenye tako. Nampapasa tu slowly. She continued crying, nikashangaa dushe imesimama dede,… bbasi nikaona huyu ili atulie lazma nimpe tam. Nikaanza chezea kutumbua, nikazamisha vidole, nlipoona ulaini upo sikutaka romance sana, nikamtenga ile ya mende kafa nikapenya. Huku analia mm napump. Nikaona ananihug kwa nguvu…. Pls don’t hurt me…. You are the only person I’ve ever loved. Nikawa napump huku nanyonya lips. The sex was so good. Hadi anaenda kwake ni saa tano na.

Itaendelea...

James Jason

 

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3rd Post
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Ile life story ya boss Rona kwa kweli ilinihuzunisha sana, ikawa sasa namuona kwa jicho tofauti kidogo. Mwanzo ilikua tu someone I enjoy making love to, maana niwe muwazi, sio kuwa nilikua nimefall in love nae, lakini pia sio kuwa nlikua simpendi.

There is a way she made me feel that I really liked, and no woman before had made me feel. She made me lough, she made me happy, nlipenda namna anavyojiachia akiwa na mimi, sometimes akiwa kwangu hata kama hatufanyi mapenzi atavua nguo na kubaki na chupi na sidiria, atakaa hapo mnapiga story mara ainuke aanze kucheza mziki (hii style ya kucheza kwenye wimbo wa Rayvanny wa Teamo yeye alikua ananichezea kitambo sana) and most of all, I loved the way we made love.

Zimepita wiki kadhaa tangu anisimulie mkasa wa maisha yake, and to be honest I sometimes felt guilty. Yaani ile kujua kuwa ameolewa na KM ilikua inanipiss off sio kitoto. Ikanipa mawazo pia ya kutafuta mpenzi sasa ambaye atakuwa wangu mwenyewe. Lakini nani sasa. And kama nlivyowahi kusema, nlikua na standards zangu, yaani mpaka nimedate na msichana lazima akidhi vigezo vyangu.

Pale ofisini kuna dada nliajiriwa nae kipindi kimoja, kama mtakumbuka nlimtaja kwa jina lake la ubini Lyamuya. Lyamuya alikua sio mbaya ila ni wale wadada ambao kutwa kucha misketi mirefu kama mfuko wa mashine ya kusaga, akibadilisha ni magauni ya kumpwaya tena ya mtumba.

Kwa wanaume wanaotafuta wife material ladies, Lyamuya anafaa. Na kwa kuwa na mimi nlidhamiria kutafuta mwenzi wa maisha, nikasema ngoja nione kwake, huenda akanifaa. Ingawa kiukweli sio aina ya wanawake wanaonivutia kwa hurka yake na jinsi anavyojiweka, nilijipa tu moyo kuwa nitampiga sop sop nimbadilishe aendane na mm. maana sura walau alikua nayo.

Basi mazee, nikaanza kumpa attention ofisini, mara nimtanie, mara nimsifie, nikaanza kumpigia simu night, kumtumia msg za goodmorning. Hii yote nilifanya ili kwanza nimpe idea ya nnachotaka. Hata haikuchukua siku nyingi, nikaona yeye ndo anaanza kunipa attention sasa. Ila yeye alivyoanza kujaa kwa kasi, moyo wangu ukawa kama unaanza kurudisha majeshi nyuma, maana nlikua nikimuona alivyovaa stim zinakata kabisa.

One day muda wa lunch nakumbuka alisuggest tukale wote, wakati tunapata msosi nikajikuta nimecomment kuhusu pilau nliyokua nakula. Haikua imeiva vizuri. Basi Lyamuya akaunga mkono pale na kunialika kwake ili nikale pilau iliyoiva vizuri. Ngoja niwape siri wazee, demu akikualika kwake kwa sababu yoyote ile, hiyo ni mualiko wa kwenda kumbanjua, sasa kama na wewe umemuelewa demu, au unataka kweli kumla, wala usivunge kubaliana na siku na muda aliopendekeza. Ila kama huna mpango wa kumla, tafuta kisingizio cha kumkwepa hasa kutumia siku au muda aliosuggest. Kwa mfano kama humtaki sema tu kuwa jumapili kuna mshkaji nlimuahidi kumsaidia issue flani, then unasuggest jpili inayofuata. Hapa dem ataelewa kuwa amekataliwa kistaarabu. Turudi kwenye story sasa, kidogo nikwepe mwaliko, ila nikajikuta nimekubali kuwa jpili ntaenda kwake.

That Sunday nikapiga pamba safi, unyunyu kama kawa nikapuliza, then huyooo mpaka mitaa anayoishi Lyamuya. Kanielekeza pale mpaka nimefika kwake. Lahaula! Namkuta amekaa kwenye ngazi za kuingia ghetto kwake, amevaa mijikanga imepauka amezungukwa na watoto kama sita wanamfumua nywele. That sight ilinifanya niconclude kuwa sitaweza kumbadili Lyamuya. Maana she knew I was going, at least angejiweka poa basi, wapi. Nikijiangalia na mm nlivyopigilia, nikajikuta nimekata tamaa mazima.

Ila kiuungwana sikutaka kuonesha kuwa disappointed, akanikaribisha ndani pale, mm nikasema tukae tu hapa nje umalizie kufumuliwa. Akasema hapana! Wewe mgeni wangu, kwa kuwa ushafika twen’zetu ndani hawa watoto watanimalizia hata usiku. Mimi ndo hata simsikilizi, kulikua na stuli pembeni nikaivuta nikakaa. Yeye kajikusanya pale kaingia ndani.

Nikabaki na watoto pale, nikaanza kuwapigisha story, na kwa kuwa napenda sana kids wala haikua kazi ngumu, tukawa tushazoeana navyo ndani ya muda mfupi. Mara Lyamuya akatoka, ananiambia ashatenga msosi nikaribie. Nikaona sio kesi, nikawashawishi na wale madogo tukazama ndani, tukapiga msosi wote. Msosi ulivyoisha na kila kitu kuondolewa kwa meza, dogo mmoja akamwambia Lyamuya, njoo tukumalizie kukufumua, nikaunga mkono hoja.

Basi wakawa wanafumuana huku tunapiga story pale. After few hours nikaaga nikasepa. Ile natoka tu, nikampigia simu boss Rona, “am honny babe”, [where are you], nikamjibu “nipo town”, [then hurry up, utanikuta kitandani kwako nishakuloanishia,ukifika nikuingiza tu, I hope utafika ukiwa bado umedinda]….

Boss Rona alikua na keys za home kwangu. Nilichofanya ni kuchukua taxi kabisa ili niwahi. Kufika home namkuta kweli on my bed, yuko kama alivyozaliwa kajitenga ule mkao wa mbuzi kagoma, it was a spectacular sight,yaani lile tako linaniface mimi dah!.

I removed my clothes, every piece of cloth. Inches zangu 8. S'thing zipo 45 degrees to the north, wala hata hatukusalimiana, wala kuongea chochote, ikawa kama nalenga shabaha. Mzee nikailengesha ikazama yooote, bila kumgusa sehem nyingine ya mwili, yaani mashine ikapenyezwa bila msaada wa mikono, mikono yangu nimeifunga nyuma ya kiuno changu, nikaacha kwanza mshedede usalimiane na mwenzie.

After some takos, nikaanza kumzabua vibao vya matako. Nnachompendea boss Rona, nyama zake laini kinyama. Ukizichapa kibao zinashake kama umedumbukiza shilingi kwenye beseni la maji. Kiufupi wazee, nliinjoi.

Lyamuya ofisini wala hakuonesha kukasirika, aliendelea kunichangamikia tu. Days went by nikawa namsoma kabisa anazidi kufall kwangu, ila mi ndo shaghairi mazima.

Then one Saturday evening something happened. Nlikua home siku hiyo. Nipo kwenye kibaraza cha hapa kwangu. Nimekaa kwenye ile misingi ya kibaraza, mgongo umeegemea nguzo nyuma na miguu imekanyaga nguzo mbele. Nlikua nasoma kitabu kimoja kinaitwa the Doomsday conspiracy kilichoandikwa na lengendari mwenyewe kwenye fasihi andishi, Sydney Sheldon.

Kwa mbali nikasikia vicheko vikaondoa concentration yangu kwa muda. Kucheki mbele, nikamuona msichana mmoja akiwa na dogo mwingine wa kiume wananyang’anyana kitu kama boksi huku wanacheka. Kilichonifanya niendelee kuwatazama ni huyu msichana. Kwa umri alionekana atakua yupo sekondari, sikuwahi kumuona hapa quarters za shirika kabla so mawazo yangu yakanambia atakakua yupo likizo hizi za mwisho wa mwaka.

Kilichokamata Zaidi attention yangu ni wajihi wake, she looked indian au half cast flani. Alikua amevaa mtisheti oversize na umepauka umeandikwa Celtel, pia kavaa pensi flani ya kijani kama ya timu ya Yanga material yale ya kuvutika, na pensi yenyewe ilikua kama imevutika eneo la mapajani na kumpa muonekano flani usiovutia sana. Miguuni kavaa ndala za umoja.

Yule binti ghafla akatizama nilipo, nikajistukia, nikarudisha macho kwenye kitabu. Nikaanza kuhisi kama anakuja vile uelekeo wangu. Na kweli, baada ya sekunde kadhaa nasikia shikamoo!, nikanyanyua macho, nikaitikia Marahaba! Then nikakosa cha kuendelea kusema. I will not lie, even though she was not appealing sexually to me at first sight, but she had the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen, Ever!!!!.

“kitabu gani unasoma?”, nikamjibu [Doomsday conspiracy], “ni kizuri?” [sana], “unapenda sana vitabu eeh?” akaniuliza huku akikichukua kitabu from my hands, [yup, unapenda pia kusoma vitabu?] nikajikuta namuuliza. Akajibu, “sio sana, apart from the novels we read in school kama the black hermit, sijasoma vitabu vingine”.

Nikajikuta naanza kutoa semina ya uzuri wa kujisomea vitabu . “wow! You really like books, unavyoongea naona kabisa unaongea from your heart, can I borrow this book nikajaribu na mimi kusoma?” nikamwabia, [hiki hapana, ila nina vingine kibao ndani, twende ukachague], hakua na kipingamizi, yule dogo mwingine ambaye nilifahamu baadae ni mtoto wa jirani yao akawa anafuata tu kwa nyuma.

Kufika ndani, nikaona binti anachanua midomo kwa mshangao. Hasa alipoona my library. I really like reading so ninavitabu vingi sana ndani. Nikaanza kumuonesha vitabu vya mwandishi aliyeandika kitabu alichokuta nakisoma. Nlikua nna collection ya vitabu Zaidi ya 15 vya Sydney Sheldon, kama vile; Master of the game, Tell me your dreams, Bloodline, Nothing lasts forever, If tomorrow comes, Rage of angels, The other side of midnight, Windmills of the Gods, The sands of time, Memories of midnight na kadhalika.

Then akaona yale mavolume makubwa akawa anashangaa, “unawezaje kusoma likitabu likubwa kama hili?” akauliza huku ameshika kitabu cha Pillars of the Earth cha mzee baba Ken Follett (ambaye pia nlikua na collection ya vitabu vyake kama Winter of the World, Eye of the needle, Fall of giants, Dangerous Fortune n.k).

Nikamwambia hata wewe ukikianza huezi kukiacha. Nikamuuliza kama ameshawahi ona movie ya hicho kitabu, akasema hapana, nikamwambia story tamu kama hizi Hollywood wanazitengenezea movie, ingawa kwenye movie mambo mengi yanakua yameondolewa, so its better to read the book than watch its movie.

“kitabu gani kingine kimechezwa movie?” akauliza, ‘the Bible’ nikajibu….. she got the joke and she laughed. Then nikamtolea kitabu cha mtaalam mwenyewe George RR Martin, A song of ice and fire . mpaka muda huo nlikua na vitabu vyake vinne,
- A game of thrones
- A clash of kings
- A storm of swords
- A fist of crows
Nikamwambia, “hapa duniani kuna intelligent people wengi, ila watu ambao ni genius wapo wachache sana, mind you, unaweza ukawa genius na ukafeli masomo darasani. Ma genius nnaowajua mm ni Albert Einstein, Michael Faraday, Alexander Graham Bell, Mozart na George RR Martin huyu aliyeandika hivi vitabu, ametengeneza a masterpiece in literary works” (kwa wasiojua hii a song of ice and fire ndo imetengenezwa series ya a game of thrones, kama ulipenda hii series, basi jua waliosoma vitabu vyake waliinjoi Zaidi),

maelezo yangu juu ya vitabu yalimvutia huyu binti ambaye mpaka wakati huo sijajua anaitwa nani na anakaa wapi. Baada ya lecture yangu, nikamshauri achukue kitabu kidogo ili akasome, na nikapendekeza kitabu cha James Hadley Chase, “find him, I’ll fix him” maana nlijua ni story fupi nzuri na itamjengea ham ya kusoma Zaidi. Akachukua hicho kitabu akasepa.

Kesho yake jpili jioni nasikia hodi mlangoni. Kufungua, ni yule binti. Kuniona akatabasamu then akasema, “huezi amini bro, ive finished the book, kidogo nikeshe” akawa ananisimulia jinsi kilivyo akasahau mm ndo nlimuazima hahahah. She liked the book. Akasema leo anachukua kingine, nikampa kitabu cha Sydney Sheldon kinaitwa Zoya. Ni kikubwa kiasi, nikajua kitamkeep busy wiki yote.

Na kweli, kuanzia j3 hadi ijumaa sikumuona. Nikajikuta natamani weekend ifike nimuone tena, sio kwa ubaya, ila niliinjoy zile conversations. Halafu pia, nilikua napenda jinsi anavyojiamini, yes she is young bt ni mtu ambaye hana ule uoga wa kitanzania, anaconfidence na akiwa anakuhoji maswali yake ya kiudadisi hakwepeshi macho, anakutazama direct kwenye mboni zako, unajikuta wewe ndo unakwepesha macho.

Na kweli jumamosi akaja. Ila alikua kama hajakimaliza kitabu, yaani ile ameingia ndani kapitiliza kwenye kochi kakaa then kafungua kitabu akawa anakisoma. Kuangalia alikua amebakiza page chache amalize. Nikaona na mm niendeleze kitabu changu, by now nlikua nasoma kitabu cha John Grisham, ‘the rain maker’. Nikiwa nasoma huku nnapata kinywaji changu pendwa, mm nakiitaga ndege (the famous grouse),. She is a student so I didn’t even bother to offer her a glass.

Baada ya muda namuona amemaliza kusoma alafu ananiangalia. “Don’t ever give a book of this kind to me again” akaniambia kwa sauti isiyo ya ukali lakini yenye userious. Why?, “last night I slept at 4.30am, and I cried a lot” akanijibu huku akielekea kwenye shelf la vitabu.

Akarudi kwenye kiti akiwa ameshika kile kitabu alichonikuta nakisoma last week. “whats your name?” akaniuliza, nikamtajia, nikamuuliza pia jina lake, aliponijibu ndo nikaunganisha dots ambazo wewe msomaji ushaziunganisha tayari. Anaitwa Norah Mekonnen (somo lingine kwa.mabaharia, ukimuuliza binti jina akakujibu kwa majina mawili jua huyo bado mwanafunzi kihalisia na pia ktk haya mambo)

Alivyotaja jina nikawa kama nimeduwaa. Baada ya sekunde ndo kuanza kumhoji vizuri, akasema ndiyo, ni mtoto wa Rona, yani ni mtoto wa boss Rona, mtoto wa mwanamke nnayejilia kama mke wangu. Dah!, na binti naye kaanza kunihoji pale nafahamiana vipi na mama yake, nikasema ni boss wangu, akajidai kuniuliza pale kama she is a good boss, nikamwambia she is the best,

alivyosikia hivyo akatabasamu then akanambia, “my mother is the most amazing woman I have ever met, I love her to death, and I am happy that she is my best friend, maana mama yangu bado kijana so we hang out and we talk abt everything, she is amazing”.

Alivyokua anamdescribe mama yake, nikajikuta napandisha midadi, ukichanganya na ulevi niliokua natumia, nikajikuta nachukua simu namtumia ujumbe boss Ronna.

[i know weekends ni muda unakuwa na familia yako, bt I need your body boss, pls njoo bila chupi], baada ya muda nasikia milio ya msg zinaingia bt hata sikuziangalia.
Norah akawa ananihoji pale khs what I studied, nikawa namjibu. Then kaniuliza plans zangu, nikajikuta naropoka tu, “after 5 years I will start my own company”, wow! Akajikuta ametamka, then akawa ananipongeza kwa vision na nini hahaha.

Mara ngo ngo ngo, dogo kaenda kufungua, uso kwa uso na mama yake. Baadae nlikuja kufahamu mama yake alikua anajua binti amekuja kwangu kurudisha kitabu na kuchukua kingine, kimsingi Ronna hakua na wasiwasi na mimi, she thought im a good boy and wont **** a teenager hahahaha.

Boss Ronna akamwambia dogo arudi home maana kuna issue mimi na yeye tunatakiwa tudiscuss abt work. Wakati anaondoka akaniaga, “Bye Bro” mm nikamjibu ‘by Kiddo’. Yaan mpaka leo ananiita bro, na mm namwita kiddo hahahaha.

Norah alivyosepa, boss Ronna kanifuata nlipo. Nlikua nimekaa kwenye office chair, akanikalia na kuanza kula denda. Kumpapasa ndani ya gauni naona sigusi chupi, yaani nakutana direct na nyama za tako. Ayah, yah, yah, yah, yah, yah. Akiwa bado anahangaika na lips, nikafungua zipu ya jeans nliyokua nimevaa, dushe nikaitoa then nikaiweka usawa wa nanlii. Kuisugua sugua kwenye kitumbua naona boss kaishika kailengesha then kaisokomeza. Meeeeeen. I lasted very few takos. Maana she knows how to shake that waist…

Itaendelea...

James Jason

 

[JBourne59]

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{kwa wiki mbili sasa nipo moja ya nchi za Asia nikifukuzia deals kadhaa. Kumradhi nilishindwa kuendelea kuweka mfululizo wa hiki kisa. Ila usiku huu, ambao hapo home ni jioni bado, naomba niwaletee muendelezo. Tukumbuke pia wakati mwingine inabidi nidilute sana uhalisia ili kuendelea kuweka reasonable doubt kwa wote watakaohisi wanahusika}

Norah alizoea sana kuja kwangu, huenda kwa sababu ya hobbie mpya nliyo mjengea ya kusoma vitabu, au huenda home alikua anakua bored sana, or maybe she just liked my company, maana ingawa nlikuwa nimemzidi miaka takribani 7 lakini compared to other neighbours, I was younger and huenda alikua anajisikia faraja ile kuhang out na mm. kwahiyo mara nyingi weekends alikua ikifika mida ya saa tisa anakuja.

Pamoja na kuwa alipazoea sana pale kwangu kiasi cha kutokua anabisha hodi mlangoni [yaani alikua anaita tu broooo!!!, then anafungua mlango], tulitokea kuzoeana sana pia. Yale mazoea utadhani marafiki wa siku mingi. Tulijikuta tumezoeana mpaka akawa anatumia choo changu (ingawa choo kilikua ndani ya nyumba, ila hakikua chumbani), utasikia anasema, “bro, nataka nkakate gogo”, na mimi namtania [sitaki harufu kwangu kiddo, go home], then anakimbilia toilet kwangu huku anacheka. We were that close.

Ingawa we were very close, ila hajawahi niuliza issue za kuwa na demu, wala mm sjawahi muuliza kuhusu kuwa na boyfriend, I just assumed she is too young to have one. Apart from the books we both liked, story nyingine tulizokua tunapiga nae ni kuhusu magari (we both loved cars, big luxury cars), pia tuliongea kuhusu her mother sometimes. Na ndipo nilipogundua the impact of mahusiano yangu na boss Rona. Kwa mujibu wa huyu Norah, katika kipindi hiki since ametoka shule mama yake amekua na furaha muda wote.

Nilipo muhoji “ina maana mama yako alikua hana furaha siku zote?” akasema, sio kuwa hakua na furaha, ila kipindi hiki anaionesha live, yaani anatabasamu mara kwa mara hata bila sababu, anacheza Zaidi na watoto, sometimes akitoka job akinikuta ataninyanyua aanze kunichum na kuanza kucheza na mimi mziki hata kama hakuna mziki unaoimba, so the happiness is more evident kipindi hiki. “kuna kitu kinampa furaha, and I’m happy she is happy, whatever she is using she must keep it”. Mimi nikajikuta tu nahamisha mada,…

Pia katika maongezi ndo nikajua ameshamaliza kidato cha nne. Alikua anapenda kusomea sheria ingawa mama yake alipenda awe daktari. Mm nikamwambia itategemea umefaulu masomo yepi, akatoa ile sauti ya kicheko cha kuguna, then akasema, “you know nothing, bro” akikopi msemo maarufu wa kwenye kitabu alichokua anasoma kipindi hico cha ‘A song of ice and fire’ a.k.a game of thrones (you know nothing John Snow). Baadae matokeo yalivyotoka ndo nikajua alimaanisha nini, dogo alipata marks za chini kwenye Mathematics na Civics ambazo alikua na C, masomo mengine yote biashara, sayansi na Sanaa alikua na A na B.

Pia alikua anasema ingawa atasoma sheria ila baadae sana ataanzisha biashara yake mwenyewe. Basi nikajikuta naropoka tu, “itabidi usomee biashara, why waste time on law wakati unapenda kufanya biashara”. Akasema, napenda vyote, sheria itanifanya niwe na title ila biashara itanipa pesa. “bt biashara itakupa vyote, title na pesa”, akatoa tena kile kicheko chake. Kasha akasema “ntasoma Law au Medicine anayotaka mama, biashara inafanywa, haisomewi bro”.

Oneday kama kawaida yake mida ya saa tisa na nusu kaja. Kufika mlangoni akaita, ila hakuingia. Aliona viatu vya kike mlangoni. Akawa anarudi. Mimi kwakuwa nlishasikia anaita, nikamuwahi kabla hajafika mbali. “hey Kiddo, karibu ndani”, akanigeukia, sura yake sikuweza kuisoma kama amekasirika ama la, ila ule uchangamfu hakua nao. “ntakuja kesho”. Akageuka zake akawa anasepa. Nikatamani nianze kujieleza, ila nikawa nashindwa. Maana nikijielezea itakua kama najitetea wakati its not like we were lovers, she was just a friend. So nikabaki nimesimama namuangalia tu mpaka kapotelea uelekeo wa home kwao.

Nimerudi ndani aliyekuepo akaanza kunicheka. Alikua ni my twin sis ambaye yeye na maza walikua Dodoma kwa issue ya biashara lakini pia kunisalimia. Sis yeye alikuja mapema ila mom alisema atakuja jioni sana. Pamoja na kuwa sikuwa nafanya chochote kwenye kampuni ya familia, ila nilikua na shares in the company. Mwisho wa mwaka kama hivi, ilikua ni lazima niparticipate kwenye vikao vya bodi ya wakurugenzi. Mom na Sis walikua waendeshaji wa shughuri za kila siku, ila inapofikia wakati maamuzi makubwa hasa yanayohitaji kupiga kura I was involved na kura yangu mara nyingi ilikua inakua upande anaoutetea mama yangu. Sikua na akili, ujuzi wala mbinu za uendeshaji biashara, and my mom built the company on her own, so I always sided with her judgement.

Norah alikua amesema atakuja next day, right? Guess what, hakuja hiyo next day na sikumuona the following week, na the other week. Wiki mbili sijamuona. Hadi ijumaa ya wiki ya pili, boss Rona akaniita ofisini kwake, nikajua anataka dushe ofisini, I was not in the mood. Sikujua hata why najisikia kama napaswa kuonana na Norah nimwambie kuwa alichokiona sicho anachofikiria. And this pissed me off in a way.

Nlipoingia tu ofisini kwa boss, akasema “kesho jumamosi ni birthday ya Norah, ukaribie. I consider you her friend so najua atafurahi ukiwepo”, nikamjibu tu sawa. Wakati natoka nikasikia, “by the way, I miss you. Ntapitia kwako leo, ok”, “No my sister is around, akiondoka ntakujulisha”, then nikafungua mlango nikasepa. Sikua nimemdanganya, Sis kweli alikuepo, alikua na bwana ake Dodoma so wakati mama alikaa wiki moja, yeye aliendelea kuwepo Dom.

Jumamosi mida ya saa moja, nikatoka home mm na sis. Ingawa alikua my twin, ila good looks zote nilichukua mimi. Yeye alipewa tu shape. Na kweli kajaaliwa. That day she dressed to kill. Akawa amenishika mkono ili kupata sapoti ya kutembea na high heels, tukatinga kwa Boss. Aliyetufungulia mlango, Norah. Alivyotuona sura yake ikajikunja kwa nusu dakika alafu akarudia hali ya kawaida, ingekua vigumu kugundua kama ningekua simfaham vizuri, bt I knw muonekano wetu ulimtatiza kiasi. “karibuni” tukaingia, tukamkabidhi zawadi tulizokuja nazo, (nlimletea kitabu cha George Clason kinaitwa ‘The richest man in Babylon’, perfume and a T-shirt) then nikamuacha sis pale sebuleni na wadada/wamama wengine, nikapitiliza hadi nyuma ya nyumba ambako wababa/wakaka wengi walikuepo wakikata ulabu. Sikua hata na hamu ya pombe, so was just drinking water.

Muda wa party niliutumia kupiga story na watu mbalimbali, bahati nzuri asilimia kubwa ilikua wafanyakazi wenzangu, kuna muda nikajikuta napiga story na KM mwenyewe. Akawa ananipa story alivyokuwa mchezaji maarufu na namna ambavyo mpira haujamlipa kama wachezaji wa siku hizi, mm namsikiliza tu, kwa mtu aliyekua ananifahamu ange detect kabisa leo Kiga hayuko sawa. Wakati wa msosi sis alikuja tukawa wote, yeye ndo nadhani alinisoma vizuri na sababu ya kutokua sawa aliigundua pia. Aliona kila mara namuangalia Norah, and I was not happy.

Wakati sis amerudisha vyombo tulivyotumia, baada kama ya dkk 10 hivi nikamuona anakuja nilipokua akiwa ameongozana na Norah. Nikawa namuangalia vizuri sasa Norah,. Alivaa top nyekundu ikiwa na picha ya ua rose kifuani, alikua na sketi fupi kiasi inayofika juu kidogo ya magoti na kukuachia kidogo tu uone mahali utam unapoanzia. Sketi ilikua nyeusi na sio za kubana, ilikua kwa ndani ni kama ngozi inayoshine, ila ina layer kwa nje ambayo ni kitambaa chenye matundu kama ya chandarua. Mguuni alivaa viatu vyenye kisigino kirefu kiasi, kikiwa na kamba flani za ngozi amezizungusha hadi chini kidogo ya magoti.

Juu ya kitop alichokua amevaa alikuwa ameweka kikoti cheusi cha jeans, ila kikoti kilikua kifupi kinaishia chini kidogo ya mbavu ya mwisho, naam usawa wa kitovu. Nywele aliziachia zichanue, nywele zake kawaida hua zinakama mawimbi ila siku hiyo sijui aliziwekea nini, zilikua zimenyooka kikining’inia mabegani. Ile sura ya kihabeshi ilimpa muonekano flani amazing, hasa pua yake iliyochongoka na macho ambayo mara zote nimekua nikiyasifia.

“shikamoo”, nikashtuka, nikakaa sekunde kadhaa nashindwa kuitikia. Kwasababu kwanza sio kuwa ndo tulikua tunaonana, tulishaonana mlangoni. Pili, hakua na mazoea ya kunipa shikamoo Zaidi ya zile siku za kwanza kwanza kuonana. “Marahaba” hatimaye nikaitikia. Then nikaanza eti kuwatambulisha, wakati wamekuja wote hahahaha, “Norah huyu twin sis wangu anaitwa xxx”, sis akadakia, “tambulisha vizuri dogo, mwambie kabisa mm ndo kulwa”, for the first time in weeks nikaona tena tabasamu la Norah. I smiled back. “well”, Norah akadakia “nlikua najua Bro….. Kiga ana twin sis bt sikujua yupo Dodoma”, nikatumia hiyo fursa kujielezea sasa, “that day ulivyokuja ukaishia mlangoni ndo alikua amefika, nilikuomba uingie nikutambulishe ukakataa”, nilijieleza kwa sauti ile ya kama unalaum. Sis ikabidi atuache, Norah akakaa near me, “am sorry, sikujua, nilikua nna ……..” kabla hajamaliza tukasikia MC wa siku hiyo anamuita ili tumuimbie happy birthday na kukata keki. So akasepa kabla hata hatujaongea fresh.

Baada ya birthday song, akawalisha keki watu wake wa karibu, mimi sikuwa kwenye list, na hata sikumind. Then Boss kasimama akatoa kahotuba kafupi, akasema “ingawa leo ni siku ya kuzaliwa mwanangu kipenzi, na rafiki yangu mkubwa Norah, lakini tumetumia siku hii pia kumpongeza kufanya vyema mitihani yake (tukapiga makofi). Pia siku hii tunamuaga rasmi maana jumatatu shule zinafunguliwa na kesho jumapili tunasafiri kwenda Mwanza (watu wakapiga makofi, mimi nikawa nimeduwaa tu). Mwanangu ameamua kwenda kusoma masomo ya biashara, tunachukua nafasi hii kumpongeza sana na Mungu akamsimamie (makofi Zaidi)”. Boss alivyotamka Norah anaenda kusoma biashara, tukajikuta tumeangaliana na Norah, akatabasam then akawa anaongea bila kutoa sauti kwa ishara ya mdomo tu akisema “thank you”.

Pati imeisha pale, nikawa najiuliza namuagaje Norah, maana kesho asbh ndo anasepa. Nikawa sina jinsi kabisa wala idea. Tukawa tunaondoka tu na sis, tukafika mpaka walipo Norah na mama yake (walikua wamesimama pamoja wakiaga wageni mbalimbali) Sis akacheza kama Messi. “Norah nimefurahi kusikia unaenda kusomea biashara, mimi pia nilisoma hiyohiyo kombi, na ungekua huondoki kesho ningekupatia kitabu flani kingekusaidia sana”, “wow, unasafirigi nacho?” boss Rona akauliza, “hapana, huyu dogo (akimaanisha mimi) alikichuguaga home sijui alidhani ni novel”. “basi nendeni nae akichukue, ila Kiga hakikisha unamsindikiza wakati wa kurudi maana anaeza kutana na hawa walevi waliokua hapa wakamsumbua”,..

My sis was very good in Mathematics, na watu wa aina yake huwa wana intelligence inayoitwa “logical”, (according to mwanafalsafa mmoja anaitwa Howard Gardner, kuna intelligences tofauti zaidi ya tisa, so hakuna mtu ambaye sio intelligent, ndo maana huwezi sema Nyerere alikua intelligent Zaidi ya Hemedi Maneti au Remmy Ongala or kuwa Bakhresa ni intelligent Zaidi ya Malota Soma au Hussein Masha) sasa hawa watu wenye logical intelligence usiombe ucheze nao mchezo wa draft, wanauwezo wa kufikiria hatua Zaidi ya tatu kabla yako. Na ndicho kilichotokea nadhani, Sis alicheza kete moja tu, Boss Rona kajileta mwenyewe katoa kingi yake.

Hao, mimi, Sis na Norah mguu mpaka home. Sis akawa anatupigisha stori pale, mimi naitikia tu, Norah yeye hakua anasema kitu, sijui alikua anawaza leo anaenda kuliwa hahahaha. Kufika sis kaingia kajidai anatafuta kitabu, then akasema “dogo mrudishe mwenzio, kitabu nadhani maza kaondoka nacho, nitampelekea nikienda Mwanza next month”. Basi tukawa tunatembea mdogomdogo zile za sekunde tatu hatua moja, mwanzoni hata tukawa tunashindwa tuongee nini, ikawa kama hata hatufahamiani, wakati we were like best friends. Baadae nikaona amenisogelea huku tunatembea, then akanishika mkono. Nikajidai sijafeel kitu, tukaendelea kutembea taratibu, ikabidi nivunje ukimya, “mvua siku nyingi hazijanyesha”, and she loughed, she loughed hard yani, ile ya kuvunja mbavu. “mambo ya mvua yametoka wapi?”, [sasa ningesema nini mwenyewe umenuna], akazidi kucheka, wakati huo tulikua tushafika pembeni ya ukuta wa nyumba wanayokaa.

She turned to look at me, hakua karibu sana, alikua ile tunaiita safe distance. With those big cute eyes she looked at me and asked, “will you miss me?” while staring back at those eyes nikamjibu [offcourse kiddo, I will miss you much], “utamiss nini Zaidi?” akaendelea kuuliza, [our conversations], she smiled, akawa ametazama chini, nikaendelea [and your smell, and your laughter, and your beauty and most of all your eyes], nliposema eyes akanitazama tena, as if kusema here they are. Nikamuuliza pia, [will you miss me], she didn’t reply, after few seconds of silence, she approached me, from safe distance tukawa sasa kwenye ile ‘anything can happen distance’,…

She put her hands around my neck and invited me to kiss. I accepted. She had this taste that I cant describe. Ladha flani hivi ya innocence. I was kissing her upper lip, yeye anakiss ya chini, tulianza kichwa changu kulia kwake chake kukulia kwangu, then vichwa kikabadilishana positions lips nazo zikabadilishana positions. She was soft. Muda huo, my hands zikawa zinatambaa mgongoni kwake, baada ya muda nikasema isije lolote likatokea nikaondoka bila kushika tako lake. Nikateremsha mikono nikayashika. Nikaona kama amestop kunikiss kwa sekunde kama mbili then akaendelea, nikajua hapa nimepewa go ahead ya kupapasa tako. Nikaingiza sasa mikono kwa ndani ya sketi kupitia kiunoni, vidole vikapenya hadi ndani ya chupi yote hii niliguse tu tako live. Yah yah yah yah yah yah, nlivyoyafikia sikujutia. Yalikua laini balaa, madogo … hapana nisiseme madogo, niseme sio makubwa, yes sio makubwa ila malaini.

Mzee nikawa nayaminya kama Bill Nas (Samahani Nandy kama utasoma hapa). Ile pindo la sketi kiunoni likawa linalimit movement zangu, nikachomoa mikono nikaipitisha chini ya sketi, nlivyofika kwenye chupi kikaikamata kuishusha, ila kabla sijafanya nlichokusudia akajichomoa fasta. Hapo nimedinda mbaya. Akawa amesimama anajiweka sawa, nikawa namsogelea nilianzishe tena. Nikasikia “stop”, nikaacha. Akanitazama tena usoni, akasmile then akanambia “goodnight bro”, akasepa mhabeshi wangu.

NB. Picha kwa msaada wa google.

Itaendelea...

James Jason

 

[JBourne59]

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(Hapa nilipo muda huu ni karibu midnight, pamoja na kuwa siku ilikua na pilika nyingi imebidi niandike fasta ili kutimiza ahadi ya jana kuwa leo ntaendeleza kidogo. Kwa sababu ya uharaka naweza kuwa details zimepungua or lack of flow mtanisamehe)

Inaendelea.....

Ushawahi kesha kwa sababu ya hisia za mapenzi?, well, it happened to me that day. Nimegalagala kitandani tu mpaka saa 11 asbh. Kama kuna mchawi siku hiyo alikuja room kwangu akawa ananiangalia nadhani alihisi nimekua chizi, maana I was smiling to myself a lot. Ile hisia ya mapenzi inayokujaza kifua kwa joto flani kama umemeza moto. I had not experienced that kind of love before. Nilishakua na mahusiano ya kugegedana na wasichana wengi sana, hasa chuoni, ila sijawahi kuhisi this kind of love. That kiss was like key that opened all these feelings that were locked for a long long time.

Baada ya kujua kwa hakika kuwa nimefall in love na Norah, sikutaka tena chiu ya boss. Kuna siku kaja home kwangu akitaka dushe, ila akili, mwili na moyo vyote vikawa vinagoma nisimgegede. After all she is a mother in law tayari. Nakumbuka siku hiyo alivua kabisa nguo zote pale sebuleni, ila walaa. Nikawa nasingizia naumwa. Basi akaingia Imani akavaa nguo kaenda kitchen kuniandalia juice, dah.

Kule shule kwa Norah hawakuwa wanaruhusiwa simu, ila kama mjuavyo hizi shule za boarding huwezi kukosa walau mwanafunzi mtukutu mmoja mwenye simu. So ratiba yake kila jumamosi atatafuta time ananipigia kwa simu ya mmoja wa madenti wenzie. We were talking a lot. Ule urafiki ukawa umerudi maradufu. We joked, we loughed, sometimes tulikasirikiana kilavidavi ivo yani. Mara nyingi alikua ananikumbusha namna that kiss ilivyompa raha. Mpaka that time nlikua sijamuuliza status yake ya mapenzi, kama ashawahi liwa ama bado, na hata sikuwa na wazo la kumuuliza, na hata yeye hajawahi niuliza.

Kitu kimoja kilichofanya niendelee kumpenda Norah, kuna muda alionekana yuko so matured tofauti na age yake. Akiamua kukushauri kitu utafikiri mtu mzima. Kwa mfano issue ya kampuni nliyomwambia ntaianzisha, mara nyingi alikua ananiambia nisipochukua maamuzi magumu ntaishia kuiota tu kampuni. She adviced me to set goals. Yaani kama mahitaji ya kampuni inahitaji vitu kadhaa kuianzisha, basi niset timed goals ambazo zinapimika kila baada ya muda mahsusi. Na cha Zaidi akashauri nimwambie mama yangu anipe mtaji lakini niwe tayari nina something ili mom awe kama investor tu kwa % kadhaa. Nilimuona ni mtu mwenye vision, ingawa suala la kuomba collabo na mama sikulitaka, my dream was tk own 100% of my company kama nikijaliwa kuianzisha, shares ntawagawia mke na watoto.

Zaidi Norah alikua ananipa moyo. Anasema eti I have everything that a man need to succeed in life. Nikamuuliza kama vipi? Akasema, “kwanza, uko educated na zaidi bado unapenda kujifunza mambo mbalimbali, hii inakufanya uwe up to date. Pili you have a rich background kwa hiyo kuna level ya umasikini huwezi kuiishi na tatu you have good looks which makes you attract people na hivyo kukufanya iwe rahisi kutengeneza connections”, nikawa nambishia pale kuwa hivyo alivyovitaja sio ingredients za mafanikio nikawa namtolea mifano ya watu waliofanikiwa na hawakuwa na vyote hivyo.

Yeye akawa anabisha akisema kama mtu hana hivyo na katoboa in life basi ni mwizi. Hiyo topic ikapelekea kuniambia my good looks zinaweza kumshawishi mwanamke yoyote nnaye mtaka nikamla. Yani haka katoto, nikakabishia kwa mifano pia, maana kuna wasichana nilishawaaproach wakanitolea nje. Akasema haamini kama kuna msichana anaweza nikataa. Eti akanipa assignment, nimtokee Miss Dodoma wa wakati ule, Miss Dom, dah... hahahaha. Tukaishia kucheka.

Assignment ya miss Dom mwanzo nikaipotezea, ila akili ikawa kama inanishawishi niifanyie kazi. Kuna siku nipo town na washkaji katika story wakasema mashindano ya Miss Dom yanafanyika in two weeks, na warembo wako kambini tayari. Nikasema ngoja nikatest zari niprove kama kweli naweza kung’oa dem yeyote.

Nilikua na uhakika atakua mmoja wa wanaowacoach mamiss wapya, ila huezi mfuata tu ukamla kimasihara, you needed a plan. Plan ya kwanza ilifeli, maana nilimfuata regional manager ofisini kwetu kumuomba eti shirika liwe moja ya masponsor wa shindano, nikijua ikiwa hivyo ntapata access ya miss Dom. Manager kanijibu, "bwana mdogo, hizi kazi tunazofanya na u-miss wapi na wapi?". Nikawa mpole.

Time for plan B. nikaenda kwa waandaaji wa miss Dodoma, nikaunganishwa na promoter mwenyewe, top manyota. nikamwambia, “boss, nina kampuni (wakati huo hata sina) na kampuni yangu ingependa kutoa mchango kwenye hii kitu mnayofanya”, basi promoter akawa excited kweli akajua kuna mshiko, hahahaha. akaniita tukakaa ofisini. “ehee, kampuni yenu inajihusisha na nini na mnatusapoti vipi?”, nikamjibu, “kwa kuwa ni kampuni changa, lengo letu ni kutoa tu mchango kwa hawa vijana ili kukuza uelewa wao. Hatuna pesa za kutoa" kusikia hakuna pesa nikaona kabisa interest yake inapungua, nikajua nikiendelea kuongea hizi blabla atanitimua.

Nikaendelea, "kampuni yangu inajihusisha na data security systems na kwakuwa dunia tuliyo nayo sasa ni ya computer, tunapenda kujitolea kutoa mafunzo ya computer skills muhimu hasa ktk modelling industry kwa hawa vijana. Tutawafundisha kwa dkk 40 mara tatu kwa wiki free of charge”. Akauliza jina la kampuni. Hapo hata jina sina ndugu msomaji, nikajitajia tu initial za jina langu, “KiKo solutions Co. Ltd”. Hahaah. Akasema nimuachie bussness card. Nayo Sina. Ila huezi smwambia huna atakuona huna maana, Nikajidai najisearch pale, “dah samahani naona zimeniishia. Ngoja nikuandikie namba”.

Yule promoter, alipiga jioni ileile akaniambia kama ntaweza tuanze kesho yake. Watu wanapenda sana free things. Basi kesho yake nikatia timu after work. Tulikua tumefix time saa 11:20 jioni. Kweli nikakuta mabinti wapo kwenye moja ya kumbi za seminar za hiyo hoteli waliokuwa wameweka kambi. Promoter akanitambulisha pale na kunikabidhi darasa. Swali la kwanza, “Miss Dom wa sasa ni nani kati yenu”, aliposimama, nikamwambia kwa kuwa wewe ni mwalimu wao uje hapa mbele utakua unanisaidia. Kumuangalia vizuri alikua na sura ya kawaida, na kama mnavyojua mamiss wengi hawana nyamanyama, so hata hakunipa mzuka wa kiviiiile, ila nikasema kwakuwa nishavua nguo, ngoja nioge haya maji.

Siku ya kwanza nikawa nawaintroduce kwa programs mbali mbali zinazohusika na designing, manufaa yake na shortcomings zake. Kipindi wakati kinaisha nikamwambia Miss Dom, asubiri tupange mikakati ya kipindi kinachofuata. Wenzake walivyoondoka akasogea karibu, na ndo ilikua lengo, nlitaka pia asikie fresh nnavyo nukia unyunyu nliopuliza. Niliishia kuomba tu namba ili tupange vizuri kwa simu. nikapewa. Usiku wake nikapiga. Tukaongea fresh tu, hasa issue zake za modelling, kazi alizofanya akiwa miss Dom, nikawa namsifia pale alivyo mlimbwende, anasema tu asante.

Kipindi kilichofuata, nikaanza kuwaelekeza namna program za designing zinavyofanya kazi, bahati nzuri nlikua na program za Adobe Illustrator na C-DESIGN. Nikaanza na AI pale, nawaelekeza then mmoja mmoja anakuja tunajaribu nae. Mpaka muda unaisha nlikua nimefanikiwa kupractice na mabinti wanne tu. Yule Miss hakua amepractice. Baadae nlivokua home nika mtext aje nimuelekeze maana its important Zaidi kwake kuliko hawa wengine. Kasema poa. Nikajua huyu kashaliwa, Norah was right after all....

Nakumbuka amefika home kwenye saa tatu usiku kwa taxi. Alivyofika nikafungua computer yangu nikaanza shule. Sasa wakatii anajaribu pale, nikasema hapa hapa. Nikapeleka mkono kwenye kiuno. Akawa anautoa huku ananiambia “acha basi ticha”. Nikawaza, huwa wanasemaga tu, hakuna anayeshikwa akakubali from a go, inahitaji tu kukomaa. Mzee nikapeleka mkono kwenye paja. Ghafla naona mtu kasimama, akawa kama kamind kabisa, then akasema “mi sio Malaya tafadhali, jiheshim” then akachukua pochi yake akawa anatoka. Nikamuwahi mlangoni, nikawa nambembeleza abaki “am sorry saa hizi usiku na tuko mbali na town, please stay”. Nikawa namdanganya pale na I love you za kutosha, wapi, binti kafungua mlango akavaa viatu. “nyie ndo mnaofanya mamiss tuonekane Malaya”, then akasepa.

Sijui hata alifikaje kwao. Mi nlichofanya nilichukua simu nikamtumia promoter ujumbe kuwa kampuni imepata kazi ya ghafla DSM so hatutaweza kuendelea na vipindi. (ewe Miss wa mkoa flani hapa tz ambaye hili lilikutokea, Kiga nakusalimia. Nakupa heshima yako pia, kama utasoma hapa nakuomba radhi).

Norah hata sikumpa mrejesho kuwa theory yake sio sahihi. Siku moja tukiwa tunapiga story, akawa kila muda ananiambia, “I miss you bro”, namm namjibu “I miss you kiddo”, ila ikawa ni mara kwa mara anasema. Mpaka nikasema kwa utani tu, “unataka nije?”, akajibu “oooh, yes. Pls do”. Nikaona kweli yupo serious,. Nikamuuliza siku wanayo ruhusiwa kutoka school akasema jumapili ya kwanza ya kila mwezi wanaweza omba ruhusa for 4 hrs. tukapanga next opportunity niende. Mapenzi bana, yaani natoka Dom to Rock city kwa ajili ya kuonana na dem kwa less than 4 hrs, maana hapo kuna dakika za kutoka na kurudi shule.

Kweli, jumamosi moja nikaenda mwanza. Tulikubaliana muda wa saa nne asbh jumapili anikute kwenye gazi za jengo la posta pale karibu na stendi ya Tanganyika. Ingawa alichelewa bt saa nne na nusu nikamuona kwa mbali anakuja. Aliponiona alishindwa kujizuia, she ran to meet me. We hugged like a minute pale, mi naonaona noma pale, nikamchomoa. Kumuangalia machoni anafuta tears. She was happy to see me. We both were in love. Tatizo likawa moja. Norah alikua amevaa sketi na tishet ya shule yao, na kumbuka hapa ni bongo, tena mwanza nchi ya wasukuma, kila mtu akawa anatukodolea mijicho. Nikatizama kwa mbele karibu na shule ya Pamba nikaona taxi. Tukajisogeza nikamwambia dereva taxi atupeleke Kembice hotel nilikokua nimefikia.

Dereva alipomuangalia Norah, akaniambia “boss, hizi hoteli zinakuaga na informers, ukionekana umeingia na mwanafunzi kuna uwezekano ukaitiwa polisi, miaka 30 unaenda jela mzee”, nikastuka, so unashaurije. “mnunulie nguo nyingine fasta”. Yaani madereva taxi wanakuaga na degree ya elimu ya kitaa. So nikazama maduka ya pale sokoni, nikawa nakimbizana sasa na muda wangu wa less than 4 hours. Sikua na muda wa kuchagua nguo. Nilivoona shati nikanunua, lilikua shati flani design ya aliyokua anapenda kuvaa Nelson Mandela, kimuonekano halikua lakike kabisa. Then nikanunua na suruali ya kike ya jeans. Nilivorudi kwenye gari, dereva kaondoa then akaenda kupark mtaa flani karibu na eleo linaitwa LangoLango (mlango mmoja), then tukashuka kwenye gari kumpa chance Norah abadilishe.

Ofcourse havikumtosha kabisa, ile jeans ilipita hadi kiunoni ila haikufunga kifungo. Uzuri shati lilikua kubwa likawa linamsitiri. Bt kiukweli Hatukujali, Tulivyofika, nilimpa dereva wa taxi ujira wake tena nlimzidishia karibu mara mbili, nikachukua na namba yake ili tukimaliza ampeleka Norah shule. Hii yote nilifanya ile asije yeye ndo akaenda kutuchomea serikalini. Then tukazama zetu room kupiga ile kitu mimi na Norah tunaiitaga “battle of the bastards”.

Yes, hata mimi ni mwanaharamu vilevile (literary). Ingawa namfahamu baba yangu, ila hatujawaahi kaa nae, ile tukaishi kama familia. Mom ni mchaga wa marangu. Yes, palepale karibu na shule moja maarufu ya wasichana. Baba yake (ambaye ni babu yangu) alikua mfanyabiashara (alikua na duka) aliyehamia mkoani Singida wilaya moja inaitwa Iramba. So kwenye mji wa Kiomboi ndiko mama yangu alikulia na kusomea. Sasa pale Kiomboi kuna timu moja ya mpira wa miguu ikiitwa enzi hizo Kurugenzi, my dad alikua anakipiga pale. Mom wakati huo msichana mbichi akampenda mdingi. Ndo kupata mimba ya mapacha. Bahati mbaya mzee alikua tayari ana mke mwingine, ila kwakuwa dini ilikua inamruhusu kuoa mke mwingine akamwambia maza wafanye kama dokta Mwaka, maza kachomoa kisa hawezi uke wenza, hahahaha. Ndo basi tukawa wanaharam rasmi. Babu yangu hakua kama wazazi wa Boss Rona, alimind mwanzo ila akapoa. Alichofanya ni kumpeleka maza kwa dada yake (shangazi wa mama) Arusha, ambako ndiko mimi na my sis tumekulia. Mdingi tulikua tunamtembelea sometimes (mara zote tukiwa kule alikua ananipeleka uwanjani, kuna kiwanja karibu na halmashauri ya wilaya kilikua kimezungushiwa miti flani inaitwa minyaa, basi kukiwa na mechi ya watani wa jadi, Kurugenzi FC na TOT FC ataniweka kwenye viti vya VIP, best memories kwangu. Miss you dad, RIP)

Sasa turudi Kembice hotel mwanza….

Battle of the bastards.......
Norah hakua kama madem wengine ambao ukumfikisha room atajidai kama alikuja kusalimia tu. The moment I closed the door, she attacked me. Akanihug ile kama anataka kunivunja shingo. I missed you zikawa zinapishana tu, from each end. Then came the kisses, she loves kissing. So tulikua tunakiss pale mpaka wakati mwingine anajichomoa anazishika lips zangu (kama mama anavyo zikamata lips za mwanae), then anaziangalia kama sekunde kumi hivi then anazifuata tena.

Wakati huo mimi nishafanya mchakato kwa kumteremsha jeans yake. Ila jeans bana sio kama chupi, kwamba ukiifikisha magotini inatii sheria bila shurti. Jeans ilikua imekwamia juu kidogo ya magoti. But sikuona kesi. Was enjoying touching her butts. Nikaona sasa ni muda wa kumshuhudia vizuri huyu mhabeshi. Nikaishusha na chupi. Ile idea tu kuwa she was naked infront of me nearly made me come. Nikamtoa na shati, na sidiria ilimradi tu nimkamilishe utupu wake. It was a good sight. Nikambeba nikamlaza kitandani. Hapo ndo nikaona kanaanza kuona aibu, maana mi ilibidi niwe nimesimama nikivua pia nguo zangu, sasa sijui aibu ilikua sababu ya dushe yangu iliyo kuwa wima, au ile kuwa uchi mbele yangu. nikaona anajifunika shuka upande wa usoni huku chini akapaacha nipaone.

Nilivyobaki uchi pia, nikamfata kitandani. Nikavivuta vile vilivyokua vimeejikusanya magotini kwake (jeans na pichu) nikavitupia chini. Nikalivuta pia shuka alilokua amelitumia kuficha sura, akabaki as clear as daylight. Tukaangaliana, then akanitaja kwa majina yangu halisi “Kiga bin Koyo" nikaitikia "yes babe".... "I love you” akaniambia, then kaendelea, "i think of you all the time". I smiled. Nikajilaza pembeni yake, akanigeukia tukaanza kukiss tena, mguu wangu ukaingia katikati ya miguu yake. As we were kissing, mguu wangu ukawa unasugua kitumbua chake, I just felt the fluids and knew she was ready for me. But not quite yet.

As we lay there naked, cuddling. Nikamhakikishia pia upendo wangu kwake, “I love you too, Norah”. Akanihug tena huku chuchu zake mchongoko zikichoma kifua changu, then akaniuliza, “utanioa”, nikamjibu bila kusita “hata leo yani”. Akaonekana kufurahi sana, “really”, nikamhakikishia kuwa nasema kutoka moyoni. Basi akawa analala chali huku kama ananivuta juu yake, sikuwa na namna ndugu msomaji. Nikaona ni jambo la busara sana kula tunda,. Nikawa katikati yake, nikaanza kupangusa nyapu kwa kichwa cha dushe, kuanzia mlangoni kwake hadi kwenye clitoris. Wakati huo miguu kashaichanua, mkono wangu mmoja unatalii kuanzia pajani mpaka kwenye nyama za pembeni ya tako. My mouth was also busy on her two chuchus.

When I tried to enter, ndo nlipogundua huyu mtoto hajatumika. Kwanza ngoma ilikua haipenyi. Then kila nikijaribu kuipush ndanii naona anakunja sura kuashiria maumivu. Mikono yake ikawa imenishika kiuno changu ikawa nikipush anakua kama ananizuia. Nikajilaumu kwa nini sijawahi muuliza. Maana kuna jamaa yangu ashaniambiaga hizi vitu unatakiwa uwe na mafuta ya Vaseline au hata yale ya babycare pembeni, ukiipaka dushe inatelezamo tu. But ndo hivo tena sikua nayo. Nlivyoona sijamake any progress kwenda ndani, ikabidi nimuulize kama vipi tuahirishe pambano. Alivosikia swali langu akatikisa kicha kuashiria hapana, akatoa na mikono kwenye kiuno changu. Alikua amedhamiria nimbanjue siku hiyo.

Hivyo hivyo taratibu taratibu mpaka nikaanza kugain some grounds in her body. Bt her face was showing much pain. Nikawa nikifanikiwa kupitisha sentimita kadhaa basi nabaki hapo kwa muda nikimove left to right mpaka nione sura kaikunjua then namove tena ndani kidogo. Kuna muda sasa wagiriki nao wakawa wanasumbua wanataka niwagongee visa waingie, nilikua nawazungusha tu airport ila kuna muda wakawa kama wanaandamana kuwa ndani joto linazidi maana wamekua wengi nisipowaruhusu kutoka wanavunjq geti hahaha, uzalendo ukanishinda, na hapo ndo nlipovunja whatever was stopping me from enjoying her. Nilipiga zile tako za kuwaleta wazungu.

She tried to push me, he screamed, she tried to bite my chest but it was too late, her virginity was no more. Wakati tunaanza tulikua mwanzoni mwa kitanda ila tumekujamaliza tupo tumezuiwa na kichwa cha kitanda huku kichwa chake kikinin’ginia kwenye ukingo. Kumcheki Norah alikua vijasho vimejikusanya hadi juu ya lip yake ya juu chini ya pua. Nikawa namuomba radhi pale kwa kumuumiza, hata hajibu kitu.

Nikaenda zangu bafuni kuoga. Then nikarudi nimeloweka kitambaa changu kwenye maji ya vuguvugu nikaanza kumfuta kama namkanda, nikaona anasmile. “lets get married”, akaniambia. “we will kiddo, finish school first”. Akasema, “hiyo unayosema wewe ni harusi, mimi nazungumzia ndoa, mimi na wewe tukishakubaliana tunafunga wakati wowote”. Then akapiga magoti, akanioneshea kwa ishara kuwa nipige magoti mbele yake tukiwa juu ya kitanda, tukawa wote tumepiga magoti tunaangaliana, akauchukua mkono wangu wa kushoto akauzungusha kiuoni mwake, then akaleta mkono wake wa kushoto kwenye mkono wangu tukaunganisha vidole. Then akanyanyua mkono wake wa kulia, tukiwa tunatazamana machoni. Hapo mm hata sikujua anachotaka kufanya nikajikuta nauliza, “what are u doing?”, akajibu, “am marrying you”. Then akaanza kuongea huku mkono wake ukiwa kaunyanyua.

“mimi Norah Mekonnen, bila kulazimishwa na mtu au kitu, nikiwa na akili timamu na nikisukumwa na hisia za mapenzi kwa Kiga, leo tarehe (akaitaja) ninajitoa mwili wangu, maisha yangu na moyo wangu niwe mke wake katika shida na raha, magonjwa na uzima, utajiri na umasikini mpaka siku zangu zitakapokwisha.” Akaendelea, “Kiga bin Koyo, I love you more than I can explain, naomba nikuahidi yafuatayo kama sehemu ya kiapo changu. Kwanza, sitaacha kukupenda, ntakupenda katika hali yoyote ile, moyo wangu unao wewe mpaka mwisho wa uhai wangu. Pili, ntakuheshimu siku zote mpenzi wangu, sitakuabisha na wala sitakubali uaibike. Tatu, wewe ni mwanamume pekee ntakaye fanya nae mapenzi, ntakua mwaminifu kwako daima. You are my first and my last. Eeh mwenyezi Mungu nisaidie”.

Akawa amemaliza. Mm nikawa kama ninashindwa nifanye nini. Nikabaki namuangalia tu. Nikaona kama anaanza kupata huzuni, nahisi alihisi sikua tayari kula kiapo kama alichokula yeye. Sikua na shaka juu ya hisia zangu juu yake, wala sikua na shaka kuwa Norah ndiye msichana ambaye ningependa niwe nae daima. Ila hata sijui kwa nini nikawa Napata kigugumizi. Nikaona Norah anaanza kujichomoa from my fingers. Nikauchukua mkono wake wa kulia, nikaukiss, then tukalock fingers. Nikanyanyua mkono wangu, mzee baba nikala kiapo pia. Kiufupi nilirudia yale aliyoyaapa yeye, ila ilivyofika kwenye vile viapo vyake vitatu vya mwisho, niliyoukua nataja cha tatu nikasikia, “stop”, nkastuka, “why?” nikauliza, akatabasam then akaniambia “Hicho cha tatu ni changu peke yangu, umeshaahidi utanipenda na kuniheshimu inatosha, najua cha uaminifu kwa mwanaume ni ngumu, na sitaki ndoa yetu iwe kama jela, I want you to be happy with me. As long as umeniahidi kunipenda mm tu, hao wengine hawataeza kunireplace, kikubwa heshimu uwepo wangu,”,… alikua yuko serious kabisa. So mazee, nikawa nimefunga ndoa ya moyo that day na mtoto wa Boss Rona.

Tuliongea mengi sana siku hiyo, hasa my future plans. Ingawa sikumgusia, ila hofu yangu ilikua kuhusu mama yake. Ila nikajipa moyo kila kitu kitajipanga chenyewe. Muda ulikua umeenda, ila kila nilivyoukua nataka kuita taxi, anagoma. Mara akaanza kusuggest turudi wote Dom, yaan aachane na shule. Nikambembeleza sana. Nikamwambia hiyo elimu anayoitafuta ni kwa ajili yetu wote na familia yetu. So aache ubinafsi. Tena asome kwa bidii maana familia yangu sihitaji vilaza. Akanielewa. Wakati wa kutoka hotelini, wala hakuangaika kuvaa nguo nyingine, kavaa uniform kamili za shule, noma nikawa naona mimi sasa nlivyokua namtoa.

Itaendelea tena when i get free time, hasa ntakaporudi home. I know people ni waelewa hasa linapokuja suala la kutafuta pesa.....

NB kwa ambao wamesafiri safiri wanaeza fahamu ni pande zipi... (hilo daraja kila siku saa nane linafunguliwa kwa dkk 15 ili kuburudisha tu watazamaji)

James Jason

 

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Wake zetu wamepatikana kimasihara. Tofauti na ule uzi wa kula tunda kimasihara ni kwamba hawa tuliendelea nao wakawa wake wetu.

 

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Wake zetu wamepatikana kimasihara. Tofauti na ule uzi wa kula tunda kimasihara ni kwamba hawa tuliendelea nao wakawa wake wetu.

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Ee ntaendelea baadae mida ya kuangalia watoto now.
But umenikosha unavyoelezea hahaaaa

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ikiendelea plz nitag

 

[JBourne59]

Ee ntaendelea baadae mida ya kuangalia watoto now.
But umenikosha unavyoelezea hahaaaa

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Credit to KigaKoyo

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Credit to KigaKoyo

James Jason

KigaKoyo thank u.,usimuliaji wako umenikosha😍

 

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5th Post
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(Hapa nilipo muda huu ni karibu midnight, pamoja na kuwa siku ilikua na pilika nyingi imebidi niandike fasta ili kutimiza ahadi ya jana kuwa leo ntaendeleza kidogo. Kwa sababu ya uharaka naweza kuwa details zimepungua or lack of flow mtanisamehe)

Inaendelea.....

Ushawahi kesha kwa sababu ya hisia za mapenzi?, well, it happened to me that day. Nimegalagala kitandani tu mpaka saa 11 asbh. Kama kuna mchawi siku hiyo alikuja room kwangu akawa ananiangalia nadhani alihisi nimekua chizi, maana I was smiling to myself a lot. Ile hisia ya mapenzi inayokujaza kifua kwa joto flani kama umemeza moto. I had not experienced that kind of love before. Nilishakua na mahusiano ya kugegedana na wasichana wengi sana, hasa chuoni, ila sijawahi kuhisi this kind of love. That kiss was like key that opened all these feelings that were locked for a long long time.

Baada ya kujua kwa hakika kuwa nimefall in love na Norah, sikutaka tena chiu ya boss. Kuna siku kaja home kwangu akitaka dushe, ila akili, mwili na moyo vyote vikawa vinagoma nisimgegede. After all she is a mother in law tayari. Nakumbuka siku hiyo alivua kabisa nguo zote pale sebuleni, ila walaa. Nikawa nasingizia naumwa. Basi akaingia Imani akavaa nguo kaenda kitchen kuniandalia juice, dah.

Kule shule kwa Norah hawakuwa wanaruhusiwa simu, ila kama mjuavyo hizi shule za boarding huwezi kukosa walau mwanafunzi mtukutu mmoja mwenye simu. So ratiba yake kila jumamosi atatafuta time ananipigia kwa simu ya mmoja wa madenti wenzie. We were talking a lot. Ule urafiki ukawa umerudi maradufu. We joked, we loughed, sometimes tulikasirikiana kilavidavi ivo yani. Mara nyingi alikua ananikumbusha namna that kiss ilivyompa raha. Mpaka that time nlikua sijamuuliza status yake ya mapenzi, kama ashawahi liwa ama bado, na hata sikuwa na wazo la kumuuliza, na hata yeye hajawahi niuliza.

Kitu kimoja kilichofanya niendelee kumpenda Norah, kuna muda alionekana yuko so matured tofauti na age yake. Akiamua kukushauri kitu utafikiri mtu mzima. Kwa mfano issue ya kampuni nliyomwambia ntaianzisha, mara nyingi alikua ananiambia nisipochukua maamuzi magumu ntaishia kuiota tu kampuni. She adviced me to set goals. Yaani kama mahitaji ya kampuni inahitaji vitu kadhaa kuianzisha, basi niset timed goals ambazo zinapimika kila baada ya muda mahsusi. Na cha Zaidi akashauri nimwambie mama yangu anipe mtaji lakini niwe tayari nina something ili mom awe kama investor tu kwa % kadhaa. Nilimuona ni mtu mwenye vision, ingawa suala la kuomba collabo na mama sikulitaka, my dream was tk own 100% of my company kama nikijaliwa kuianzisha, shares ntawagawia mke na watoto.

Zaidi Norah alikua ananipa moyo. Anasema eti I have everything that a man need to succeed in life. Nikamuuliza kama vipi? Akasema, “kwanza, uko educated na zaidi bado unapenda kujifunza mambo mbalimbali, hii inakufanya uwe up to date. Pili you have a rich background kwa hiyo kuna level ya umasikini huwezi kuiishi na tatu you have good looks which makes you attract people na hivyo kukufanya iwe rahisi kutengeneza connections”, nikawa nambishia pale kuwa hivyo alivyovitaja sio ingredients za mafanikio nikawa namtolea mifano ya watu waliofanikiwa na hawakuwa na vyote hivyo.

Yeye akawa anabisha akisema kama mtu hana hivyo na katoboa in life basi ni mwizi. Hiyo topic ikapelekea kuniambia my good looks zinaweza kumshawishi mwanamke yoyote nnaye mtaka nikamla. Yani haka katoto, nikakabishia kwa mifano pia, maana kuna wasichana nilishawaaproach wakanitolea nje. Akasema haamini kama kuna msichana anaweza nikataa. Eti akanipa assignment, nimtokee Miss Dodoma wa wakati ule, Miss Dom, dah... hahahaha. Tukaishia kucheka.

Assignment ya miss Dom mwanzo nikaipotezea, ila akili ikawa kama inanishawishi niifanyie kazi. Kuna siku nipo town na washkaji katika story wakasema mashindano ya Miss Dom yanafanyika in two weeks, na warembo wako kambini tayari. Nikasema ngoja nikatest zari niprove kama kweli naweza kung’oa dem yeyote.

Nilikua na uhakika atakua mmoja wa wanaowacoach mamiss wapya, ila huezi mfuata tu ukamla kimasihara, you needed a plan. Plan ya kwanza ilifeli, maana nilimfuata regional manager ofisini kwetu kumuomba eti shirika liwe moja ya masponsor wa shindano, nikijua ikiwa hivyo ntapata access ya miss Dom. Manager kanijibu, "bwana mdogo, hizi kazi tunazofanya na u-miss wapi na wapi?". Nikawa mpole.

Time for plan B. nikaenda kwa waandaaji wa miss Dodoma, nikaunganishwa na promoter mwenyewe, top manyota. nikamwambia, “boss, nina kampuni (wakati huo hata sina) na kampuni yangu ingependa kutoa mchango kwenye hii kitu mnayofanya”, basi promoter akawa excited kweli akajua kuna mshiko, hahahaha. akaniita tukakaa ofisini. “ehee, kampuni yenu inajihusisha na nini na mnatusapoti vipi?”, nikamjibu, “kwa kuwa ni kampuni changa, lengo letu ni kutoa tu mchango kwa hawa vijana ili kukuza uelewa wao. Hatuna pesa za kutoa" kusikia hakuna pesa nikaona kabisa interest yake inapungua, nikajua nikiendelea kuongea hizi blabla atanitimua.

Nikaendelea, "kampuni yangu inajihusisha na data security systems na kwakuwa dunia tuliyo nayo sasa ni ya computer, tunapenda kujitolea kutoa mafunzo ya computer skills muhimu hasa ktk modelling industry kwa hawa vijana. Tutawafundisha kwa dkk 40 mara tatu kwa wiki free of charge”. Akauliza jina la kampuni. Hapo hata jina sina ndugu msomaji, nikajitajia tu initial za jina langu, “KiKo solutions Co. Ltd”. Hahaah. Akasema nimuachie bussness card. Nayo Sina. Ila huezi smwambia huna atakuona huna maana, Nikajidai najisearch pale, “dah samahani naona zimeniishia. Ngoja nikuandikie namba”.

Yule promoter, alipiga jioni ileile akaniambia kama ntaweza tuanze kesho yake. Watu wanapenda sana free things. Basi kesho yake nikatia timu after work. Tulikua tumefix time saa 11:20 jioni. Kweli nikakuta mabinti wapo kwenye moja ya kumbi za seminar za hiyo hoteli waliokuwa wameweka kambi. Promoter akanitambulisha pale na kunikabidhi darasa. Swali la kwanza, “Miss Dom wa sasa ni nani kati yenu”, aliposimama, nikamwambia kwa kuwa wewe ni mwalimu wao uje hapa mbele utakua unanisaidia. Kumuangalia vizuri alikua na sura ya kawaida, na kama mnavyojua mamiss wengi hawana nyamanyama, so hata hakunipa mzuka wa kiviiiile, ila nikasema kwakuwa nishavua nguo, ngoja nioge haya maji.

Siku ya kwanza nikawa nawaintroduce kwa programs mbali mbali zinazohusika na designing, manufaa yake na shortcomings zake. Kipindi wakati kinaisha nikamwambia Miss Dom, asubiri tupange mikakati ya kipindi kinachofuata. Wenzake walivyoondoka akasogea karibu, na ndo ilikua lengo, nlitaka pia asikie fresh nnavyo nukia unyunyu nliopuliza. Niliishia kuomba tu namba ili tupange vizuri kwa simu. nikapewa. Usiku wake nikapiga. Tukaongea fresh tu, hasa issue zake za modelling, kazi alizofanya akiwa miss Dom, nikawa namsifia pale alivyo mlimbwende, anasema tu asante.

Kipindi kilichofuata, nikaanza kuwaelekeza namna program za designing zinavyofanya kazi, bahati nzuri nlikua na program za Adobe Illustrator na C-DESIGN. Nikaanza na AI pale, nawaelekeza then mmoja mmoja anakuja tunajaribu nae. Mpaka muda unaisha nlikua nimefanikiwa kupractice na mabinti wanne tu. Yule Miss hakua amepractice. Baadae nlivokua home nika mtext aje nimuelekeze maana its important Zaidi kwake kuliko hawa wengine. Kasema poa. Nikajua huyu kashaliwa, Norah was right after all....

Nakumbuka amefika home kwenye saa tatu usiku kwa taxi. Alivyofika nikafungua computer yangu nikaanza shule. Sasa wakatii anajaribu pale, nikasema hapa hapa. Nikapeleka mkono kwenye kiuno. Akawa anautoa huku ananiambia “acha basi ticha”. Nikawaza, huwa wanasemaga tu, hakuna anayeshikwa akakubali from a go, inahitaji tu kukomaa. Mzee nikapeleka mkono kwenye paja. Ghafla naona mtu kasimama, akawa kama kamind kabisa, then akasema “mi sio Malaya tafadhali, jiheshim” then akachukua pochi yake akawa anatoka. Nikamuwahi mlangoni, nikawa nambembeleza abaki “am sorry saa hizi usiku na tuko mbali na town, please stay”. Nikawa namdanganya pale na I love you za kutosha, wapi, binti kafungua mlango akavaa viatu. “nyie ndo mnaofanya mamiss tuonekane Malaya”, then akasepa.

Sijui hata alifikaje kwao. Mi nlichofanya nilichukua simu nikamtumia promoter ujumbe kuwa kampuni imepata kazi ya ghafla DSM so hatutaweza kuendelea na vipindi. (ewe Miss wa mkoa flani hapa tz ambaye hili lilikutokea, Kiga nakusalimia. Nakupa heshima yako pia, kama utasoma hapa nakuomba radhi).

Norah hata sikumpa mrejesho kuwa theory yake sio sahihi. Siku moja tukiwa tunapiga story, akawa kila muda ananiambia, “I miss you bro”, namm namjibu “I miss you kiddo”, ila ikawa ni mara kwa mara anasema. Mpaka nikasema kwa utani tu, “unataka nije?”, akajibu “oooh, yes. Pls do”. Nikaona kweli yupo serious,. Nikamuuliza siku wanayo ruhusiwa kutoka school akasema jumapili ya kwanza ya kila mwezi wanaweza omba ruhusa for 4 hrs. tukapanga next opportunity niende. Mapenzi bana, yaani natoka Dom to Rock city kwa ajili ya kuonana na dem kwa less than 4 hrs, maana hapo kuna dakika za kutoka na kurudi shule.

Kweli, jumamosi moja nikaenda mwanza. Tulikubaliana muda wa saa nne asbh jumapili anikute kwenye gazi za jengo la posta pale karibu na stendi ya Tanganyika. Ingawa alichelewa bt saa nne na nusu nikamuona kwa mbali anakuja. Aliponiona alishindwa kujizuia, she ran to meet me. We hugged like a minute pale, mi naonaona noma pale, nikamchomoa. Kumuangalia machoni anafuta tears. She was happy to see me. We both were in love. Tatizo likawa moja. Norah alikua amevaa sketi na tishet ya shule yao, na kumbuka hapa ni bongo, tena mwanza nchi ya wasukuma, kila mtu akawa anatukodolea mijicho. Nikatizama kwa mbele karibu na shule ya Pamba nikaona taxi. Tukajisogeza nikamwambia dereva taxi atupeleke Kembice hotel nilikokua nimefikia.

Dereva alipomuangalia Norah, akaniambia “boss, hizi hoteli zinakuaga na informers, ukionekana umeingia na mwanafunzi kuna uwezekano ukaitiwa polisi, miaka 30 unaenda jela mzee”, nikastuka, so unashaurije. “mnunulie nguo nyingine fasta”. Yaani madereva taxi wanakuaga na degree ya elimu ya kitaa. So nikazama maduka ya pale sokoni, nikawa nakimbizana sasa na muda wangu wa less than 4 hours. Sikua na muda wa kuchagua nguo. Nilivoona shati nikanunua, lilikua shati flani design ya aliyokua anapenda kuvaa Nelson Mandela, kimuonekano halikua lakike kabisa. Then nikanunua na suruali ya kike ya jeans. Nilivorudi kwenye gari, dereva kaondoa then akaenda kupark mtaa flani karibu na eleo linaitwa LangoLango (mlango mmoja), then tukashuka kwenye gari kumpa chance Norah abadilishe.

Ofcourse havikumtosha kabisa, ile jeans ilipita hadi kiunoni ila haikufunga kifungo. Uzuri shati lilikua kubwa likawa linamsitiri. Bt kiukweli Hatukujali, Tulivyofika, nilimpa dereva wa taxi ujira wake tena nlimzidishia karibu mara mbili, nikachukua na namba yake ili tukimaliza ampeleka Norah shule. Hii yote nilifanya ile asije yeye ndo akaenda kutuchomea serikalini. Then tukazama zetu room kupiga ile kitu mimi na Norah tunaiitaga “battle of the bastards”.

Yes, hata mimi ni mwanaharamu vilevile (literary). Ingawa namfahamu baba yangu, ila hatujawaahi kaa nae, ile tukaishi kama familia. Mom ni mchaga wa marangu. Yes, palepale karibu na shule moja maarufu ya wasichana. Baba yake (ambaye ni babu yangu) alikua mfanyabiashara (alikua na duka) aliyehamia mkoani Singida wilaya moja inaitwa Iramba. So kwenye mji wa Kiomboi ndiko mama yangu alikulia na kusomea. Sasa pale Kiomboi kuna timu moja ya mpira wa miguu ikiitwa enzi hizo Kurugenzi, my dad alikua anakipiga pale. Mom wakati huo msichana mbichi akampenda mdingi. Ndo kupata mimba ya mapacha. Bahati mbaya mzee alikua tayari ana mke mwingine, ila kwakuwa dini ilikua inamruhusu kuoa mke mwingine akamwambia maza wafanye kama dokta Mwaka, maza kachomoa kisa hawezi uke wenza, hahahaha. Ndo basi tukawa wanaharam rasmi. Babu yangu hakua kama wazazi wa Boss Rona, alimind mwanzo ila akapoa. Alichofanya ni kumpeleka maza kwa dada yake (shangazi wa mama) Arusha, ambako ndiko mimi na my sis tumekulia. Mdingi tulikua tunamtembelea sometimes (mara zote tukiwa kule alikua ananipeleka uwanjani, kuna kiwanja karibu na halmashauri ya wilaya kilikua kimezungushiwa miti flani inaitwa minyaa, basi kukiwa na mechi ya watani wa jadi, Kurugenzi FC na TOT FC ataniweka kwenye viti vya VIP, best memories kwangu. Miss you dad, RIP)

Sasa turudi Kembice hotel mwanza….

Battle of the bastards.......
Norah hakua kama madem wengine ambao ukumfikisha room atajidai kama alikuja kusalimia tu. The moment I closed the door, she attacked me. Akanihug ile kama anataka kunivunja shingo. I missed you zikawa zinapishana tu, from each end. Then came the kisses, she loves kissing. So tulikua tunakiss pale mpaka wakati mwingine anajichomoa anazishika lips zangu (kama mama anavyo zikamata lips za mwanae), then anaziangalia kama sekunde kumi hivi then anazifuata tena.

Wakati huo mimi nishafanya mchakato kwa kumteremsha jeans yake. Ila jeans bana sio kama chupi, kwamba ukiifikisha magotini inatii sheria bila shurti. Jeans ilikua imekwamia juu kidogo ya magoti. But sikuona kesi. Was enjoying touching her butts. Nikaona sasa ni muda wa kumshuhudia vizuri huyu mhabeshi. Nikaishusha na chupi. Ile idea tu kuwa she was naked infront of me nearly made me come. Nikamtoa na shati, na sidiria ilimradi tu nimkamilishe utupu wake. It was a good sight. Nikambeba nikamlaza kitandani. Hapo ndo nikaona kanaanza kuona aibu, maana mi ilibidi niwe nimesimama nikivua pia nguo zangu, sasa sijui aibu ilikua sababu ya dushe yangu iliyo kuwa wima, au ile kuwa uchi mbele yangu. nikaona anajifunika shuka upande wa usoni huku chini akapaacha nipaone.

Nilivyobaki uchi pia, nikamfata kitandani. Nikavivuta vile vilivyokua vimeejikusanya magotini kwake (jeans na pichu) nikavitupia chini. Nikalivuta pia shuka alilokua amelitumia kuficha sura, akabaki as clear as daylight. Tukaangaliana, then akanitaja kwa majina yangu halisi “Kiga bin Koyo" nikaitikia "yes babe".... "I love you” akaniambia, then kaendelea, "i think of you all the time". I smiled. Nikajilaza pembeni yake, akanigeukia tukaanza kukiss tena, mguu wangu ukaingia katikati ya miguu yake. As we were kissing, mguu wangu ukawa unasugua kitumbua chake, I just felt the fluids and knew she was ready for me. But not quite yet.

As we lay there naked, cuddling. Nikamhakikishia pia upendo wangu kwake, “I love you too, Norah”. Akanihug tena huku chuchu zake mchongoko zikichoma kifua changu, then akaniuliza, “utanioa”, nikamjibu bila kusita “hata leo yani”. Akaonekana kufurahi sana, “really”, nikamhakikishia kuwa nasema kutoka moyoni. Basi akawa analala chali huku kama ananivuta juu yake, sikuwa na namna ndugu msomaji. Nikaona ni jambo la busara sana kula tunda,. Nikawa katikati yake, nikaanza kupangusa nyapu kwa kichwa cha dushe, kuanzia mlangoni kwake hadi kwenye clitoris. Wakati huo miguu kashaichanua, mkono wangu mmoja unatalii kuanzia pajani mpaka kwenye nyama za pembeni ya tako. My mouth was also busy on her two chuchus.

When I tried to enter, ndo nlipogundua huyu mtoto hajatumika. Kwanza ngoma ilikua haipenyi. Then kila nikijaribu kuipush ndanii naona anakunja sura kuashiria maumivu. Mikono yake ikawa imenishika kiuno changu ikawa nikipush anakua kama ananizuia. Nikajilaumu kwa nini sijawahi muuliza. Maana kuna jamaa yangu ashaniambiaga hizi vitu unatakiwa uwe na mafuta ya Vaseline au hata yale ya babycare pembeni, ukiipaka dushe inatelezamo tu. But ndo hivo tena sikua nayo. Nlivyoona sijamake any progress kwenda ndani, ikabidi nimuulize kama vipi tuahirishe pambano. Alivosikia swali langu akatikisa kicha kuashiria hapana, akatoa na mikono kwenye kiuno changu. Alikua amedhamiria nimbanjue siku hiyo.

Hivyo hivyo taratibu taratibu mpaka nikaanza kugain some grounds in her body. Bt her face was showing much pain. Nikawa nikifanikiwa kupitisha sentimita kadhaa basi nabaki hapo kwa muda nikimove left to right mpaka nione sura kaikunjua then namove tena ndani kidogo. Kuna muda sasa wagiriki nao wakawa wanasumbua wanataka niwagongee visa waingie, nilikua nawazungusha tu airport ila kuna muda wakawa kama wanaandamana kuwa ndani joto linazidi maana wamekua wengi nisipowaruhusu kutoka wanavunjq geti hahaha, uzalendo ukanishinda, na hapo ndo nlipovunja whatever was stopping me from enjoying her. Nilipiga zile tako za kuwaleta wazungu.

She tried to push me, he screamed, she tried to bite my chest but it was too late, her virginity was no more. Wakati tunaanza tulikua mwanzoni mwa kitanda ila tumekujamaliza tupo tumezuiwa na kichwa cha kitanda huku kichwa chake kikinin’ginia kwenye ukingo. Kumcheki Norah alikua vijasho vimejikusanya hadi juu ya lip yake ya juu chini ya pua. Nikawa namuomba radhi pale kwa kumuumiza, hata hajibu kitu.

Nikaenda zangu bafuni kuoga. Then nikarudi nimeloweka kitambaa changu kwenye maji ya vuguvugu nikaanza kumfuta kama namkanda, nikaona anasmile. “lets get married”, akaniambia. “we will kiddo, finish school first”. Akasema, “hiyo unayosema wewe ni harusi, mimi nazungumzia ndoa, mimi na wewe tukishakubaliana tunafunga wakati wowote”. Then akapiga magoti, akanioneshea kwa ishara kuwa nipige magoti mbele yake tukiwa juu ya kitanda, tukawa wote tumepiga magoti tunaangaliana, akauchukua mkono wangu wa kushoto akauzungusha kiuoni mwake, then akaleta mkono wake wa kushoto kwenye mkono wangu tukaunganisha vidole. Then akanyanyua mkono wake wa kulia, tukiwa tunatazamana machoni. Hapo mm hata sikujua anachotaka kufanya nikajikuta nauliza, “what are u doing?”, akajibu, “am marrying you”. Then akaanza kuongea huku mkono wake ukiwa kaunyanyua.

“mimi Norah Mekonnen, bila kulazimishwa na mtu au kitu, nikiwa na akili timamu na nikisukumwa na hisia za mapenzi kwa Kiga, leo tarehe (akaitaja) ninajitoa mwili wangu, maisha yangu na moyo wangu niwe mke wake katika shida na raha, magonjwa na uzima, utajiri na umasikini mpaka siku zangu zitakapokwisha.” Akaendelea, “Kiga bin Koyo, I love you more than I can explain, naomba nikuahidi yafuatayo kama sehemu ya kiapo changu. Kwanza, sitaacha kukupenda, ntakupenda katika hali yoyote ile, moyo wangu unao wewe mpaka mwisho wa uhai wangu. Pili, ntakuheshimu siku zote mpenzi wangu, sitakuabisha na wala sitakubali uaibike. Tatu, wewe ni mwanamume pekee ntakaye fanya nae mapenzi, ntakua mwaminifu kwako daima. You are my first and my last. Eeh mwenyezi Mungu nisaidie”.

Akawa amemaliza. Mm nikawa kama ninashindwa nifanye nini. Nikabaki namuangalia tu. Nikaona kama anaanza kupata huzuni, nahisi alihisi sikua tayari kula kiapo kama alichokula yeye. Sikua na shaka juu ya hisia zangu juu yake, wala sikua na shaka kuwa Norah ndiye msichana ambaye ningependa niwe nae daima. Ila hata sijui kwa nini nikawa Napata kigugumizi. Nikaona Norah anaanza kujichomoa from my fingers. Nikauchukua mkono wake wa kulia, nikaukiss, then tukalock fingers. Nikanyanyua mkono wangu, mzee baba nikala kiapo pia. Kiufupi nilirudia yale aliyoyaapa yeye, ila ilivyofika kwenye vile viapo vyake vitatu vya mwisho, niliyoukua nataja cha tatu nikasikia, “stop”, nkastuka, “why?” nikauliza, akatabasam then akaniambia “Hicho cha tatu ni changu peke yangu, umeshaahidi utanipenda na kuniheshimu inatosha, najua cha uaminifu kwa mwanaume ni ngumu, na sitaki ndoa yetu iwe kama jela, I want you to be happy with me. As long as umeniahidi kunipenda mm tu, hao wengine hawataeza kunireplace, kikubwa heshimu uwepo wangu,”,… alikua yuko serious kabisa. So mazee, nikawa nimefunga ndoa ya moyo that day na mtoto wa Boss Rona.

Tuliongea mengi sana siku hiyo, hasa my future plans. Ingawa sikumgusia, ila hofu yangu ilikua kuhusu mama yake. Ila nikajipa moyo kila kitu kitajipanga chenyewe. Muda ulikua umeenda, ila kila nilivyoukua nataka kuita taxi, anagoma. Mara akaanza kusuggest turudi wote Dom, yaan aachane na shule. Nikambembeleza sana. Nikamwambia hiyo elimu anayoitafuta ni kwa ajili yetu wote na familia yetu. So aache ubinafsi. Tena asome kwa bidii maana familia yangu sihitaji vilaza. Akanielewa. Wakati wa kutoka hotelini, wala hakuangaika kuvaa nguo nyingine, kavaa uniform kamili za shule, noma nikawa naona mimi sasa nlivyokua namtoa.

Itaendelea tena when i get free time, hasa ntakaporudi home. I know people ni waelewa hasa linapokuja suala la kutafuta pesa.....

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